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run get out. this is not right. are you even able to have freedom if you so desired it? Make sure you pick out a gentle man without a temper when you get married okay. Try to go the opposite of your father. Women tend to be attracted to men that remind them of their dad. In your case RUN from men like your dad. I lifted you up in prayer honey. Life is so much more beautiful then this. You need to pray and ask God to fill your heart up with forgiveness towards your dad. You need to ask him to heal you mentally. You need to ask him to heal you emotionally. praying for your situation.