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my neice had a baby today i was so happy till my mom in law kept making up excuses on why i can,t go see the baby m neice wouldn't answer the phone aftter the baby was born i understand if your tired she let all my other brother in laws and sis in laws see the baby even called all of them,her mom don't like me,cause a while back she didn't know I was behind her she said candice is crazy in the head,but I never judged her even though she cheats all the time on her husband does meth and walked out and abandened her kids twice,i tried puting myself in her shoes i don't know what shes going through and why she chooses her choices,its not me to judge sorry if it seems i am judgeing i just got hurt i never did that to them when i had my babiesThey see that i live in a traylor never have treated me like i belong I know god loves me.I just got hurt and do not understand people.What did I do wrong besides from my pastbefore mariage.I admidt I have said things in the past I should not say tell what the other person says thats gossip and yes i was wrong but I have been done wrong by them still allowed them in when my kids were born.When my mom in law told me the excuses she had a grin on her face.she could just say they don't want you there than I wouldn'be hurt so bad cause it wouldn't be a lie.
