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Hi everyone,
I have been married to my husband for eight years now. Well three years ago we both made the decision to temporarilly separate so I moved back home. Even though we separated we still considered ourselves to be married and behaved accordingly towards each other. A couple years ago he lost his mom and spung into a deep depression. I recently found out that he lost his faith and ventured back into his old ways (before we met). He told me that one night he went out with a group of people and got really drunk in which time he had relations with one of his old classmates and now she is pregnant. He has been begging me to forgive him which I said I would, but I don't think we can get back together after this. He is also begging me to help him because he was really sick and was out of his right mind. Today he asked me to pray with him and send him some words of encouragement. I found it very hard to pray for him. How do I find the strength through this to pray for the person who is responsible for the dagger in my heart?
I have been married to my husband for eight years now. Well three years ago we both made the decision to temporarilly separate so I moved back home. Even though we separated we still considered ourselves to be married and behaved accordingly towards each other. A couple years ago he lost his mom and spung into a deep depression. I recently found out that he lost his faith and ventured back into his old ways (before we met). He told me that one night he went out with a group of people and got really drunk in which time he had relations with one of his old classmates and now she is pregnant. He has been begging me to forgive him which I said I would, but I don't think we can get back together after this. He is also begging me to help him because he was really sick and was out of his right mind. Today he asked me to pray with him and send him some words of encouragement. I found it very hard to pray for him. How do I find the strength through this to pray for the person who is responsible for the dagger in my heart?