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How do I believe that God has all this in His hands when nothing is going according to His will??? My husband of many years has left me and his children, committing adultery with a woman from our church and has rejected me and any hope of reconciliation. I am so depressed and this curse has caused a poison to run through EVERYTHING to the point I have considered taking my own life. Please pray for me and my children. I do have a relationship with God but at this point I don't even know what to pray for anymore. Free will and Satans deception are very powerful and I am finding it difficult (to say the least) to see God, his love for me and his plan for me and my kids. My husband and I came to know The Lord years ago after he had an affair. We had a god centered marriage for a long time and we always preached that divorce was never an option. Much has happened in the last 5-6 years and it has become apparent to me now that the evil ones attacks got a foothold of my husband and myself. He says that this is the road that God has him on now. Nothing makes sense to me, my God tells me that they are all lies. I must just sit back and let this all happen. Where is God and please pray for this family because I don't even know what to pray for anymore. I have given up hope and finding it hard to believe all His promises lately.