You know me and Paul although may have been unto Himself the least this is from much much less, me,I really thought as a babe in Christ a "REAL Christianity had dveloped through service , yet I after could see all manner of reliougious sin and Loving the One Who first Loved Me I repented and found as that Dove so precious I only mention Him bravely The Holy Spirit well helping Christ Jesus I say jesus pointed out all my sins and I though persecuted, spiritually afflicted, One-mind weopans targeted, ONly now "walk by faith",seekin Him to remain "in His Love , and in complete Trust There was much to Forgive even as a newborn believer and im sure still more but He IS The Savior you describe