Thank to everyone for your words. I have joined a DivorceCare group, as one of you suggested, and it is quite intense, but I think it will be helpful. It is being run through my church, which I am staying connected to, as another person suggested. I promised myself in all of this that although my ex may not truly love me, that I would not give up on God's love. I know I am worth something, despite the fact that I feel ripped apart and rejected. Thanks again everyone.