Hi Noel, I'm new in the chat room. But will pray for you. Keep the Lord close to you in every way all day s you work a get better. Even though I have been a Christian more than 45 years, I still get like you at times- discouraged. But when I remember that God loves me it does not matter what is happening in my life His arm is always around me. I am going through a lot right now and really have no one to talk to either. But may be we can talk and pray together.
" Be strong and of good courage...fear not nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God, even my God will be with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you until you have finished all the work for the service of the house of the Lord." (1 Chronicles 28:20)