As I sit here today I have been going through in my head why is god putting me through so much to where I just cant handle anything anymore. Im stressed and really just need answers.!
Hello my sister in Christ ...
I've read your post and prayed about it before responding .. I can only share what I have come to learn .. and pray that in some way goodness of who God is shines through ..
I can relate to the stress you're going through .. what I found was that I was leaning more on people and myself to handle those stresses more than I was leaning on God to be my strength through it .. He tells us to cast our burdens upon Him.. To one to Him to share and hand over our anxieties of loads to heavy for us to carry.. the truth is we can handle nothing without his help .. Honestly a lot of times i didn't feel I deserved Gods help .. Wich is so far from Gods truth ..
I think of job when I hear read stories like yours... Job was a man of God .. When God was being challenged by the devil, God chose job because of jobs belief in God .. god knew he would be faithful to Him no matter what happened .. That's why God chose Job "have you considered my servant job?". god used job to prove to the devil that no matter what he tried to do to get job to be dis loyal.. Job wouldn't budge .. The devil took the lives of all jobs family even .. And still he remained faithful to God ... God must really see your heart belle.. he must be saying up there in heaven .. "have you considered my servant belle ?" he must know your faithfulness to Him .. we never know when we will be a servant to God instead of God always being a servant to us you know? We don't see or hear the challenges made towards God ... we can only stand ready when such challenges come .. job stood ready saying yes lord "why not me?". another thing I thought about too belle .. God is always for us , never against us .. when our loved ones are afflicted, it's more of gods mercy taking them from that affliction and releasing them into the freedom of his kingdom .. Where there is no such afflictions , no pain .. In fact , our loved ones are in better shape there then we could ever dream of being here .. God is good in his mercies that way ..
he will never leave us comfortless either .. He assures us he will always bring us another comforter .. When we feel alone it is the perfect time to talk to God about all of it , even if we have questions or are angry .. he cares for us deeply and desires that connection with us too.. what we are called too is not always easy ..we don't always understand why and sometimes don't find answers until later down the road .. god knows you heart towards him .. He must see it as a good one to be called to the things you've been called too .. you will also find possibly later that your compassion in these areas will grow greater for Those coming along down the road going through The same things .. As everything works towards His greater good .. keep your heart open to him .. Relate how you're feeling .. Ask him questions and ask Him to help you understand ..sometimes when we don't feel he's near , it's when he is the closest .. he is ever present .. Always waiting for this opportunity to connect with us .. Such things drive us to a place with Him as he is drawing us all bearer to Him .. Seek his shelter , his comfort , his love and his embrace .. He waits in excitement for you .. the answers will come .. Knock on his door , seek him out in his word...
Nahum 1:7
The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him,
Psalm 34:18
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Zephaniah 3:17
The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.”
Psalm 91:14
“Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
Numbers 10:9
When you go into battle in your own land against an enemy who is oppressing you, sound a blast on the trumpets. Then you will be remembered by the Lord your God and rescued from your enemies.
Psalm 34:22
The Lord will rescue his servants; no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.
Isaiah 46:4
Even to your old age and gray hairs I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.