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I am recently separate d from the man I believed to be the love of my life. He has admited to living a double life for almost two years and I have prayed and asked god to help me forgive him. I have tried but my heart wont allow me to. When I felt that I was able to trust him again he outright lied to me and now im back at square one. I feel so angry, broken and confused. Ive never been with anyone ever because of my faith. Its only been 10 months since he admitted his infidelity and I cant bare it. We have fought alot which led me to leave my home. My children are 9 and 6 and it was becoming violent. we need prayer.