Me

[brokenangel]

I feel alone
Afraid to say
that I'm hurting
the memories won't go away
the pain always stays
I want to cry
to scream
to tell the world I hurt too
i have nightmares
I can't sleep
it all my fault
now my pain is so much more
a ever lasting memory
if only I was brave....

 

[SweetShelly35]

Hi Brokenangel, You are creative, and I can imagine how cathartic this was to write. Keep writing!

 

[brokenangel]

To scared to tell
never loved
always forgot
no one cared if I was broke
no one cared how much I hurt
i tried to end my live
to say so long
i need a mom
I need a dad
to protect me
keep me safe
but I never had a real family
non

 

[brokenangel]

The dr says keep holding on
the chemo will surely work

 

[brokenangel]

Why me?
Why can't I be a child
why do I have to grow up so fast
when I really never got to be a child
he took my hope
he crushed my dreams
when my daddy hurt me
so ashamed
so afraid
i never wanted things to be this way

 

[brokenangel]

Some are special
All I wanted was love
The scars they say will go away
but what about the scars he made?
How do I trust
I'll never be whole

 

[brokenangel]

I've no one to turn to
I feel I'm worthless
Tired of trying
tired of living
will this pain ever go
will I ever be loved

 

[brokenangel]

I'm SORRY

 

[brokenangel]

Inside I feel I can't go on
but down deep I know i have to
for my son

I try to pray
I try to be someone kind

 

[brokenangel]

My heart it breaks
I feel so confused
do I deserve this
So many say no
my heart says yes
whats the point in trying
what's the point in this