My messed up life

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Rileyindeath

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Hello! I'm riley :)
im a bit of a messed up person - well for starters im a suicidal teen which is never a good sign - and Ive decided that I should write about my problems to see if anyone out there can help me <3
ive been battling with depression for a few years, I used to self harm a lot, but I stopped. Until tonight where I gave in and cut. Which is what led me to search for a good, helpful chat site.
oh and the last messed up thing you should know is that I am a transgender (im a boy in a girls body) so im not sure if that's a sin or not? But either way i don't think it matters I think what's in your heart counts more then what you did to your body.
So yep hope your all having a good day anyway :3

p.s im a fluid christian, I keep going on and of it, so im sorry if i say something which sounds anti christian because I probably don't mean it to be offensive :eek:
 
Jimbone

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You are just fine Riley, and nice to meet you. I can relate with the suicidal thing, but not when I was younger. The other things like cutting, harming yourself, and being transgender I can't offer much advice on as I have no firsthand experience with any of it, but I can tell you you're looking in the right direction. Jesus is the answer to all of your problems, and can free you from all these chains holding you down. Also just so you know a LOT (I'd say most) of Christians were once really messed up in one way or the other. What is your relationship with Jesus like right now? Do you pray? I wouldn't mind talking with you at all, but if I ask anything that offends or you don't want to answer then no problem. His people are here though and many here will be very willing to at least talk it out, so welcome as well.
 
blue_ladybug

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Rileyindeath said:
Hello! I'm riley :)
im a bit of a messed up person - well for starters im a suicidal teen which is never a good sign - and Ive decided that I should write about my problems to see if anyone out there can help me <3
ive been battling with depression for a few years, I used to self harm a lot, but I stopped. Until tonight where I gave in and cut. Which is what led me to search for a good, helpful chat site.
oh and the last messed up thing you should know is that I am a transgender (im a boy in a girls body) so im not sure if that's a sin or not? But either way i don't think it matters I think what's in your heart counts more then what you did to your body.
So yep hope your all having a good day anyway :3

p.s im a fluid christian, I keep going on and of it, so im sorry if i say something which sounds anti christian because I probably don't mean it to be offensive :eek:
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​Riley, hello and welcome to CC. Please click the links here in my signature to read my threads on depression and suicide..they are my own personal struggle with them. May my story bless and inspire you and give you hope to keep on fighting. Please feel free to message me anytime if you want to talk. :)
 
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