God bless you honeybee, Father tend to this little one whom the demons have so stricken. Surround her with angels Lord. You will be in my prayers for sometime to come. And like Percepi says above, find some help to deal with this. You've obviously been broken by it. As it took someone to break you, it will take others to put you back together.
On a side note, if you (anyone) is ever being followed, don't go home, find a police or fire station pull in the driveway and start blasting the horn. If your police dept. is known for slow responses and someone's busting down your door, report a fire being set instead. You may get a lecture, but they'll run as soon as they hear our sirens on the street and we don't lollygag our responses.