Also, Aliveinhim, I suggest that if you wish to talk to someone, you can always go to the Prayer Chatroom in the Chat.
There are people who are willing to pray and counsel.
Hopefully I will get to see you there too. God bless you sister. I am sorry to hear you're going through a lot.
I will be praying for you. Praying that you receive comfort in this extremely stressful time.
Much love and regards,
Rachel