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A peek behind the curtains
A crack in the masqurade
A slip inside the turmoil
But just a pinch of the darkness deep within
Not sure why i am really posting this...
but it needs to come out...
needs to be silenced...
needs to shout...
Part One
Death and Silence
In the darkness all is still
In the shadow all is quiet
Something is just not right
A voice from within it rips through me
A voice tears from my lips
A voice from me, yet not quite my own...
How long must i endure the inquity of my own
How long must i seek Thee in vain
How long do i endure the silence of confusion
The mockery of stillness and shame
The depths of Your anger
the torture of Your denial
The silence is unforgiving, is poison to the very depths of my aching soul.....
If this is my punishment then end my sufferings end my torture and my despair.....
Part Two
Where is He??
Where is He???
Where is He in the darkness
Where is He when the chains of my bondage threaten to take hold
Where is He when the voices of my path echo through my mind
tearing my rationale and shattering my state of mind
Why does He ignore the claws at my throat,
The ribbons of flesh that once was and now is nevermore
Why does He turn against me in my plight
mock me in my distress
When i seek His face He hides His grace
When I seek His presence i find only my yestur years
As i lay drowning in my torment and pain
He stands just out of reach He stands and stares...
What now??
Part 3
The War Rages On
I battle to the last broken breath
till the last shattered bone can fight no longer
till the scarred and lonely soul gives its last
I fight till i can fight no longer
till the last scream trapped within consumes me with madness
till the coarse raspy voice can utter no sound
I war till the war shreds the last remnant of my very existance
till the darkness encompasses the last shattered pieces of my sorrow and pain
till the chains tighten against the severed pieces of my very soul
And then when i can fight no longer
when the age of this world suffers my warring members to cease
when the battle is lost and my soul is defeated
Still i rise and fight
Still i stand and war
Yet i stumble and fall Still I battle
over the horizon i yearn for the horn
i struggle to hold on until the blessed sight of the calvary
yet i fight
A crack in the masqurade
A slip inside the turmoil
But just a pinch of the darkness deep within
Not sure why i am really posting this...
but it needs to come out...
needs to be silenced...
needs to shout...
Part One
Death and Silence
In the darkness all is still
In the shadow all is quiet
Something is just not right
A voice from within it rips through me
A voice tears from my lips
A voice from me, yet not quite my own...
How long must i endure the inquity of my own
How long must i seek Thee in vain
How long do i endure the silence of confusion
The mockery of stillness and shame
The depths of Your anger
the torture of Your denial
The silence is unforgiving, is poison to the very depths of my aching soul.....
If this is my punishment then end my sufferings end my torture and my despair.....
Part Two
Where is He??
Where is He???
Where is He in the darkness
Where is He when the chains of my bondage threaten to take hold
Where is He when the voices of my path echo through my mind
tearing my rationale and shattering my state of mind
Why does He ignore the claws at my throat,
The ribbons of flesh that once was and now is nevermore
Why does He turn against me in my plight
mock me in my distress
When i seek His face He hides His grace
When I seek His presence i find only my yestur years
As i lay drowning in my torment and pain
He stands just out of reach He stands and stares...
What now??
Part 3
The War Rages On
I battle to the last broken breath
till the last shattered bone can fight no longer
till the scarred and lonely soul gives its last
I fight till i can fight no longer
till the last scream trapped within consumes me with madness
till the coarse raspy voice can utter no sound
I war till the war shreds the last remnant of my very existance
till the darkness encompasses the last shattered pieces of my sorrow and pain
till the chains tighten against the severed pieces of my very soul
And then when i can fight no longer
when the age of this world suffers my warring members to cease
when the battle is lost and my soul is defeated
Still i rise and fight
Still i stand and war
Yet i stumble and fall Still I battle
over the horizon i yearn for the horn
i struggle to hold on until the blessed sight of the calvary
yet i fight