Blain I'm showing all that as possibly a way to encourage you to reevaluate things.
It's so easy to get caught up in the "what is the Spirit saying to me today" thing, that we end up getting contradicting messages/teachings, but we don't recognize it because we're so caught up in the "latest thing" "revealed".
I used to be in that place, but after folks rattling my cage enough, I reevaluated, changed, and such.