Love and hugs to you Joy20. Feel free to pm me if you need to talk.
"God, why didn't my alarm clock go off this morning? You let me over sleep
"The angel of death was by your bed this morning, I sent one of my angels to do battle for you. I let you sleep through all of it."
"God, why did my car take so long to start this morning? I was almost late to work. Why did you let that happen?"
"Because there was a drunk driver on your route. I didn't want you on the road until I knew he was gone."
"God, why did that girl make my lunch wrong, so I had to wait and was late getting back to work?"
"The girl who made your first sandwich was sick. I didn't want you to catch what she has and have to miss work."
This is a quick version of a little play I'm using as part of the program at our church's Ladies High Tea in August. Thought you might enjoy it. I'll keep praying for you to find peace and for God to give you the strength to do what He wills for you.
Amen.