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I was in a relationship for five years with the same guy. I went through an incredibly hard time about six months ago, to the point where I didn't even recognize myself. Needless to say, the guy I was with couldn't handle it. He ended our relationship about three/four months ago. Right before that, I was actually able to form a relationship with God, and was saved. Unfortunately, although I am finding myself again, my now ex has made it clear he no longer wants to be with me, and actually has somebody else now. It's been months since I've lost him, but the pain seems to get harder every day. The gaping hole in my chest seems to grow larger. The emptiness that I feel literally consumes me. One thing that has kept me going is the fact that he is not a Christian, and I know there's a passage that says do not be unequally yoked, so maybe God keeping us apart for good is because he wants me to save myself for a Christian man? I'm keeping my faith in the Lord's plan, it's just so hard a lot of the time. I'm terrified that he was the love of my life and I'll never find someone again. Prayers would be so incredibly appreciated.
