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My mother is a really bad alcoholic. She abuses her drinking and mixes pills and relaxation pills with her drinking. It says on the bottle to strictly not mix the two together. The hardest thing is she doesn't want to admit she has a problem and she isn't being honest with herself. She says that she prays but she needs to be honest in order for God to help her. Shes been living her boyfriend since I was like 5. They still haven't married and yet they scream and yell at each other and sometimes I believe Tom takes advantage of her. I have gotten in fist fights in the past with Tom when I was in high school. Swearing and hatred flows in this house and I feel like I'm the only one that has reached out for help. But I want me mom and Tom to get help as well. Sex before marriage is also not righteous. Yet they think since they live with each other for 7 years or more that makes them marriage. That isn't proper marriage. It's as if they become so sucked into this world and its customs and rules. I also hope they can quit smoking. I feel the Lord working in me. However, It's stressful to try and reach out to them when they don't want help.