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***May be triggering***
The night envelopes me as I'm back there again
He's yelling something I can't quite make out
drunken slurrs again he throws a beer bottle
it smashes against my back
it's not as painful this time around
everything seems so real I can see it like it was yesterday
his body above mine, I try to escape
I've been here a million times before
why do I still try?
he holds me down I feel the pain
I can feel my heartbeat in my head
he calls me those evil names
but to my God I pray to wake me up again
Lord bring me out of this pain
you are my way out, Jesus hold me now
the only thing I feel is his breath on my skin again
my body shudders I fall into shock
no one understands what this is like
living that pain again and again everyday from just one little trigger...
The night envelopes me as I'm back there again
He's yelling something I can't quite make out
drunken slurrs again he throws a beer bottle
it smashes against my back
it's not as painful this time around
everything seems so real I can see it like it was yesterday
his body above mine, I try to escape
I've been here a million times before
why do I still try?
he holds me down I feel the pain
I can feel my heartbeat in my head
he calls me those evil names
but to my God I pray to wake me up again
Lord bring me out of this pain
you are my way out, Jesus hold me now
the only thing I feel is his breath on my skin again
my body shudders I fall into shock
no one understands what this is like
living that pain again and again everyday from just one little trigger...