why not the word says with God all things are possible
Whatever has happened to change yoru mindset, your belief, or the group or church you associated with can be corrected.
Talk to someone who is trustworthy and knowledgeable.
Words don't always heal you or correct what has changed or been done.
But I can relate and feel compassion.
And if you can pray for me, because I am going through a very hard time with no job, and the whole community trying to plan my death, either get married, get a boyfriend, and let us use you, or get the hell out.
So, I've been on here a little, I do care from a distance.
And with all that I have I hope that the Lord gives you what you need.
Seek and receive