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So I'm 20,I had a boyfriend that I loved so much&that showed me what love really is&after a few months,I slowly pushed him away.It was hard without him cause he made me so happy at one point.I had no job,I couldn't go back to school cause I was failing,&hi lost the one guy I truly cared about.I blamed God,instead of praying for a healthy life or to help me get better or motivated,I begged him every night for my then boyfriend.....then I started drinking a lot&doing things I shouldn't be doing.Well one day I prayed,I asked God if he could help me be happy again cause I'm lost and I have a hard time getting out of bed everyday...&my then boyfriend,came back to me,and I'm still grateful....but I was still sad about being a failure&one day I knew,God wouldn't want me sitting around wishing for a job,he wants me to get up and do something,so I got up&now I have one&im so happy....God showed me the way,and I needed to take the walk.