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Please pray for me. My relationship with God has been a struggle. Please pray for me because I am still in love with a man who I found out is part of a covenant. Please pray for them. They treated me viciously, but I still pray almost every day for them. I don't understand how people keep doing such evil towards me when I give such kindness. Please help me stay strong. Some days I feel like I can take on anything, but then there are days like today where I feel like I am going to drown.
I am struggling with past trauma and finally seeking help for issues I have had build up for years and years. I have dealt with depression for nearly 13 years now... 8 of them without medication or therapy. For those who have not been through it, I am not talking about, "Oh boo hoo, I have had a few bad days." It is a constant struggle. I have been through physical, mental, and sexual abuse and even though I know God has special things in store for me there are days that I struggle and question my worth. I suffer from PTSD and can hardly sleep which seems to just irritate my moods. I am the happiest I have been in YEARS and it is because I welcomed God back into my life. I have a long ways to go, but felt like I have covered a big distance. I have another appointment coming up. Please pray for me. I need be strong and do this for myself. I am afraid, but I know I can do this with God.
Please pray that God will send me other Christian friends and people to talk to. The world can be such a lonely place and there are days I feel like I may sink into my old ways. I want to find someone to do bible studies with. Please pray for my mother. She has many health issues and I feel like other than God, sometimes she is the only person I have 100 percent in my corner.
Thanks for reading this. God Bless you all
I am struggling with past trauma and finally seeking help for issues I have had build up for years and years. I have dealt with depression for nearly 13 years now... 8 of them without medication or therapy. For those who have not been through it, I am not talking about, "Oh boo hoo, I have had a few bad days." It is a constant struggle. I have been through physical, mental, and sexual abuse and even though I know God has special things in store for me there are days that I struggle and question my worth. I suffer from PTSD and can hardly sleep which seems to just irritate my moods. I am the happiest I have been in YEARS and it is because I welcomed God back into my life. I have a long ways to go, but felt like I have covered a big distance. I have another appointment coming up. Please pray for me. I need be strong and do this for myself. I am afraid, but I know I can do this with God.
Please pray that God will send me other Christian friends and people to talk to. The world can be such a lonely place and there are days I feel like I may sink into my old ways. I want to find someone to do bible studies with. Please pray for my mother. She has many health issues and I feel like other than God, sometimes she is the only person I have 100 percent in my corner.
Thanks for reading this. God Bless you all