I do not know why I am lead to tell you and all that read this here but I am led to tell why I am dead but held alive by God
In my case, at birth Iwas not to be born, doctor said so to my Mom, She had a miscarriage, and Doc said if get pregnant again Baby won't live and neither will she. Mom got pregnant again at 43 had me and we lived, then at age 2 was lost on the shore of Lake tahoe how I made through the rough terrain noone knows but I did. Age 11 aman choked me to death and dropped meas dead blue in theface and yet I lived. Age 12 had an experience with God's delivery service where God took my body completely over and delivered me back to where I was to be where I gave my life to God and apologized to all the peope that i had mocked at age 14 my Sister died of an overdose at 18, at 15 I went off a bridge with a 30 foot drop head first in a dune buggy open top and lived along with three others in the dune buggy, and while we were all own our way down the song that was playing was Stairway to Heaven and my life did flash in frontof me.The polkice report reported that the dune buggy had to be pushed off the bridge anyone that would have been in it would nothave lived, and they found no dead bodies. At 17 my Dad died of many body diseases he was 63, at age 18 I was stabbed in the back went intomy right lung and it collapsed, was put in intensive care, God healed me from the stab wound, next all was healed noteven a sore on my back. at 21 by brother oldest one died at 33 on Campus crusade for Christ was found two miles above the sanctuary on Campus leaned against a boulder with a bible in his hand by hikers, found on Sunday. Autopsies at least 3 revealed that he died on the thursday night before that Sunday and after that there was no find for cause of death, and on the death certificate it states this no physical cause for death found. This is what realy started my life change again from when I was 12and that experience I had from my Sisters death I was confused and had many other notrocious events that tried to lead me away from belief. Welll what happened to my brother solidified my belief in Christ, and have been trusting and growing ever since. The next tihng that happens is a tire machine blows up and hits me in the face, my hands fortunately by the grace of God get in the way and remove it from my face it then goes all the way up to the top of the roof of the gasoline station and knocks out the light, I roll over off the back of the car and say thank you God and live, Told by the doctor had I not got my hands in the way I would have been decapitated, I lose all my teeth from this. Also at this time in my life I am a drunk and a druggie. Then at 27 I realised why I was a drunk and a druggy, and quit, God is the one that showed me and I lost the addiction that Satan had me under. then it seemed that the tragedies stopped, but still went through trials and God showed me to trust him.
Now the latest on 11-16-12 I got a new Job it involved moving from Las Vegas, Nv. being a storage manager there, moving unto Utah for to continue on in Storage a new company. I left Las Vegas on a monday night 11-12-13 to move here to Utah, with two 26 foot trucks along with my car on the back of one of the trucks. On the way I got a problem late on 11-13-12, I stopped urinating my penis swelled up, I had to keep moving so I did and made it to my destination where I had my stuff put in storage, knowing I am going to have to go get checked out, and at the same time keep my new job. I made it to the emergency room that friday 11-16-13 was diagnosed with an unusual foreigner ganggrene in my groin area, went into surgery right away and my penis was cut off from the doctors to stop the ganggrene from spreading. I spent three weeks and two days in the hospital and was released am disabled 100% for1 to two years. Lost the Job, applied for Social security it takes 6 months to a year to receive used all the capitol I had to get a place used what credit I had to sustain a place and food. I am trusting God to see me through I do not know how, and I am not going to waste any energy on how, for he said he will provide and I have from 21 on believed this on God has always come through for me, but as I see it the devil has attacked and tried to kill me again and again and again like in the book of Job, but I will not give up, because I believe God at God's word he will never forsake me nor leave me. According to a Doctor that has been at this for 33 years no one has ever lived from this disease except one that she knew of and I am the second one to live from this disease. I don't know the outcome that will be from all this but I do l know that God has got my back, my sides and my front, he has smothered and covered me in his grace during this tragic ordeal and it is not over yet. But I tell you the truth I have literally died and come back to life a new one, the Spirit of Adultery can never bother me again for there is nothing there to cause me to lust after the flesh any longer at all.
Homwardbound
In my case, at birth Iwas not to be born, doctor said so to my Mom, She had a miscarriage, and Doc said if get pregnant again Baby won't live and neither will she. Mom got pregnant again at 43 had me and we lived, then at age 2 was lost on the shore of Lake tahoe how I made through the rough terrain noone knows but I did. Age 11 aman choked me to death and dropped meas dead blue in theface and yet I lived. Age 12 had an experience with God's delivery service where God took my body completely over and delivered me back to where I was to be where I gave my life to God and apologized to all the peope that i had mocked at age 14 my Sister died of an overdose at 18, at 15 I went off a bridge with a 30 foot drop head first in a dune buggy open top and lived along with three others in the dune buggy, and while we were all own our way down the song that was playing was Stairway to Heaven and my life did flash in frontof me.The polkice report reported that the dune buggy had to be pushed off the bridge anyone that would have been in it would nothave lived, and they found no dead bodies. At 17 my Dad died of many body diseases he was 63, at age 18 I was stabbed in the back went intomy right lung and it collapsed, was put in intensive care, God healed me from the stab wound, next all was healed noteven a sore on my back. at 21 by brother oldest one died at 33 on Campus crusade for Christ was found two miles above the sanctuary on Campus leaned against a boulder with a bible in his hand by hikers, found on Sunday. Autopsies at least 3 revealed that he died on the thursday night before that Sunday and after that there was no find for cause of death, and on the death certificate it states this no physical cause for death found. This is what realy started my life change again from when I was 12and that experience I had from my Sisters death I was confused and had many other notrocious events that tried to lead me away from belief. Welll what happened to my brother solidified my belief in Christ, and have been trusting and growing ever since. The next tihng that happens is a tire machine blows up and hits me in the face, my hands fortunately by the grace of God get in the way and remove it from my face it then goes all the way up to the top of the roof of the gasoline station and knocks out the light, I roll over off the back of the car and say thank you God and live, Told by the doctor had I not got my hands in the way I would have been decapitated, I lose all my teeth from this. Also at this time in my life I am a drunk and a druggie. Then at 27 I realised why I was a drunk and a druggy, and quit, God is the one that showed me and I lost the addiction that Satan had me under. then it seemed that the tragedies stopped, but still went through trials and God showed me to trust him.
Now the latest on 11-16-12 I got a new Job it involved moving from Las Vegas, Nv. being a storage manager there, moving unto Utah for to continue on in Storage a new company. I left Las Vegas on a monday night 11-12-13 to move here to Utah, with two 26 foot trucks along with my car on the back of one of the trucks. On the way I got a problem late on 11-13-12, I stopped urinating my penis swelled up, I had to keep moving so I did and made it to my destination where I had my stuff put in storage, knowing I am going to have to go get checked out, and at the same time keep my new job. I made it to the emergency room that friday 11-16-13 was diagnosed with an unusual foreigner ganggrene in my groin area, went into surgery right away and my penis was cut off from the doctors to stop the ganggrene from spreading. I spent three weeks and two days in the hospital and was released am disabled 100% for1 to two years. Lost the Job, applied for Social security it takes 6 months to a year to receive used all the capitol I had to get a place used what credit I had to sustain a place and food. I am trusting God to see me through I do not know how, and I am not going to waste any energy on how, for he said he will provide and I have from 21 on believed this on God has always come through for me, but as I see it the devil has attacked and tried to kill me again and again and again like in the book of Job, but I will not give up, because I believe God at God's word he will never forsake me nor leave me. According to a Doctor that has been at this for 33 years no one has ever lived from this disease except one that she knew of and I am the second one to live from this disease. I don't know the outcome that will be from all this but I do l know that God has got my back, my sides and my front, he has smothered and covered me in his grace during this tragic ordeal and it is not over yet. But I tell you the truth I have literally died and come back to life a new one, the Spirit of Adultery can never bother me again for there is nothing there to cause me to lust after the flesh any longer at all.
Homwardbound
