I've been doing a whole lot better lately when it comes to setting my mind right and focusing on the right things in life. I have been feeling the need to recognize things within me that I need to admit to myself and have been making progress in certain areas of my life. I've had a few set backs because there are things that I strongly feel I need to address but can't because of reasons outside of my control, but at least I feel good knowing where my heart is.
That being said, I'm beginning to have 'uneasy feelings' as if the bottom is going to fall out at any second. My home life is better. My work is better. My outlook on things is better. So why am I feeling like something bad is around the corner? Why is it that although I know God is with me and things are looking up, I'm still having a sense of doom? I hate feeling like this.
To top it off, my husband tells me of a dream he had last night which brings up things for my past that I hate. He must be thinking of it because otherwise why would he dream about it.
I just want to know where these uneasy feelings are coming from or what they mean.
Is it lack of faith?
Is it God trying to tell me something?
Is it spiritual warfare?
Or is it me being paranoid?
What is it????
That being said, I'm beginning to have 'uneasy feelings' as if the bottom is going to fall out at any second. My home life is better. My work is better. My outlook on things is better. So why am I feeling like something bad is around the corner? Why is it that although I know God is with me and things are looking up, I'm still having a sense of doom? I hate feeling like this.
To top it off, my husband tells me of a dream he had last night which brings up things for my past that I hate. He must be thinking of it because otherwise why would he dream about it.
I just want to know where these uneasy feelings are coming from or what they mean.
Is it lack of faith?
Is it God trying to tell me something?
Is it spiritual warfare?
Or is it me being paranoid?
What is it????