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Dear Sisters and Brothers, I have been having a rough time of it lately.
Legitimate concerns were mainly that my computer has been sick, I have been sick, and this has kept me from
being with my friends here on C.C.
Our church has lost a very Spirit filled Pastor to another church. I feel a great loss. I guess it is hard to
realize it is time to leave friends and family and find a new place to worship where I can again look forward to my time spent with The Lord in worship in His presence.
I didn't realize this was what was causing my depression,
also I recently asked that you pray that my wife and I be approved for a home loan, if it was Gods' will.
We have been trying to buy one for many years. This time I felt so certain, we had lowered our expectations from a house, to a condo, to a manufactured home on its' own land and finally to a 35 year old mobile home in a senior park where we would continue to pay rent. My wife has"perfect" credit, we had 40% down and could well afford the payments.
Apparently God does not want us to own a home. It has had us on a roller coaster for so long, I felt surely that this time, God would let us have our desire.
I am 60 years old, my health is terrible, I thought if only I could get my wife settled in a home before my health failed, it would make things easier for my wife.
Ok God, I get it, I don't know why, but I trust your wisdom. I will not doubt you. I know you know what is best, forgive me for getting depressed and thinking that somehow you were not treating us fairly.
All my questioning Him had gotten me was depression
and fights between me and my wife of nearly 35 years.
Thank you Jesus for lifting this cloud of grey that I allowed satan to place over me.
I look out the sliding doors to the dining room of our apartment as I write this and see the wonder of your world. There are crystal blue skys with a puff of white here and there, beautiful green trees, flowers of purple, red, yellow, blue, white
and those beautiful flying creatures you created.
How could it possibly get any better. Sometimes I forget, we never own anything down here, we are always only borrowing all the lovely things you choose to lend us.
The most important and only thing we can take with us from this world is Your love in its' many forms.
Forgive me Father for my doubts, my greed. As I let go of the foolish wishes for temporary things and you once again begin to fill my heart with Your love, Your wisdom and Your Holy Spirit. Thank you Dear Lord Jesus for casting away the dark spirits of foolish greed for earthly things. I praise you my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Once again having wealth beyond hope, I am a happy man.
I pray that our Dear Lord will fill you with peace, tranquility, joy and the wisdom to know what real wealth is, in Jesus name, Amen
Love in Jesus Christ
brother Gary
Legitimate concerns were mainly that my computer has been sick, I have been sick, and this has kept me from
being with my friends here on C.C.
Our church has lost a very Spirit filled Pastor to another church. I feel a great loss. I guess it is hard to
realize it is time to leave friends and family and find a new place to worship where I can again look forward to my time spent with The Lord in worship in His presence.
I didn't realize this was what was causing my depression,
also I recently asked that you pray that my wife and I be approved for a home loan, if it was Gods' will.
We have been trying to buy one for many years. This time I felt so certain, we had lowered our expectations from a house, to a condo, to a manufactured home on its' own land and finally to a 35 year old mobile home in a senior park where we would continue to pay rent. My wife has"perfect" credit, we had 40% down and could well afford the payments.
Apparently God does not want us to own a home. It has had us on a roller coaster for so long, I felt surely that this time, God would let us have our desire.
I am 60 years old, my health is terrible, I thought if only I could get my wife settled in a home before my health failed, it would make things easier for my wife.
Ok God, I get it, I don't know why, but I trust your wisdom. I will not doubt you. I know you know what is best, forgive me for getting depressed and thinking that somehow you were not treating us fairly.
All my questioning Him had gotten me was depression
and fights between me and my wife of nearly 35 years.
Thank you Jesus for lifting this cloud of grey that I allowed satan to place over me.
I look out the sliding doors to the dining room of our apartment as I write this and see the wonder of your world. There are crystal blue skys with a puff of white here and there, beautiful green trees, flowers of purple, red, yellow, blue, white
and those beautiful flying creatures you created.
How could it possibly get any better. Sometimes I forget, we never own anything down here, we are always only borrowing all the lovely things you choose to lend us.
The most important and only thing we can take with us from this world is Your love in its' many forms.
Forgive me Father for my doubts, my greed. As I let go of the foolish wishes for temporary things and you once again begin to fill my heart with Your love, Your wisdom and Your Holy Spirit. Thank you Dear Lord Jesus for casting away the dark spirits of foolish greed for earthly things. I praise you my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Once again having wealth beyond hope, I am a happy man.
I pray that our Dear Lord will fill you with peace, tranquility, joy and the wisdom to know what real wealth is, in Jesus name, Amen
Love in Jesus Christ
brother Gary