I prayed for you my friend. I don't know what you did or what event happened for you to question God giving you a second chance, but know this... God gives second chances, and even a third, thanks to the death of Christ. Pray for forgiveness, let whatever situation you are in be all the more reason to come closer to him. Seek him more now than ever before. Don't let the beast lie to you, that you cannot be forgiven. God bless you and all who are in your life. Joel