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Why do I still hurt,
Why does God let me hurt.
Five months and some days,
Shouldn't I be over it?
No trust, no nothing,
Just despair and hurt.
I've been kind of far from God lately, not sure how to contact him when I'm hurting, and to be honest, while I trust Him, my trust meter is running near empty. My ex hurt me, with lies and thievery, and he broke me and now, I don't know how to heal. I respond when he texts(because I hate hurting him more after everything, I pray for him, but it's still so hard, because to top off that, I'm losing "close" friends to him, because they don't like a friendship I have. So I ask, why does He want me to hurt so much? How much sadness, anger and hurt can one person handle before doing something stupid?
Why does God let me hurt.
Five months and some days,
Shouldn't I be over it?
No trust, no nothing,
Just despair and hurt.
I've been kind of far from God lately, not sure how to contact him when I'm hurting, and to be honest, while I trust Him, my trust meter is running near empty. My ex hurt me, with lies and thievery, and he broke me and now, I don't know how to heal. I respond when he texts(because I hate hurting him more after everything, I pray for him, but it's still so hard, because to top off that, I'm losing "close" friends to him, because they don't like a friendship I have. So I ask, why does He want me to hurt so much? How much sadness, anger and hurt can one person handle before doing something stupid?