hi Scott:
http://christianchat.com/bible-discussion-forum/54391-origins-contrite-heart-5.html#post877731 < click #95
i had not seen this reply, though i did attempt to keep searching to see if you answered. thanks for answering.
i'll be taking some time to weigh your claims and remarks, and will do my best to remain objective and follow the sequence of events in the life of our hypothetical man, who is just you.
you've provided some names of teachers, and a few details of your life as you stumbled about (i guess that's appropriate to say (?) since you appear to be certain now that you were never saved at all until a year or so ago, had apparently been delivered from your own egypt, but hadn't actually been saved).
i'm going to study your posts and be careful in my reply(s). but at this moment, it appears you believe that it was faulty doctrine which led you to be double-minded and pretend you were saved while not being saved...and that upon discovering the true doctrine of salvation, you were then set free from 'bondage' to your lusts.
this is a hollow and deceptive assertion, since you claim there's no such thing as bondage. there's no such thing as a sin nature, and no reason whatsoever for a man to sin, ever. that all sin is conscious, willful rebellion against God, whether redeemed or not redeemed. and that it is sin after salvation which damns a man < (your contradictions are carefully crafted to cover your own trail, and cover your own indulgence and lack of responsibility for your own actions...it lets you off the hook for your own failings, and places the blame on others).
this is my summary just at this time. no need to reply now, i'll post later, combining both your answers...most likely in this thread, if that's okay with you.
if you have some other idea on how to proceed, let me know.
zone.