I don't really care to read what they say...magic and Christianity do NOT mix. It's called MIRACLES for a reason....again, maybe the reason that you develop slower, is what? THE GAMES. Jesus said to be dead to the flesh, as well as pride...to pick up our cross and follow HIM. Not magic, not false gods, not demons and so on...in fact, God warned us in HIS Word to AVOID such things. You don't take any advice given to you at all...yet you wonder why things don't change. I understand some people have depression and such things, but honestly dude....sounds like to me...these issues are based only on your own decisions. I'm not going to feel sorry, or pity, or whatever anyone wants to call it someone that won't help their self...I use to be in that same boat....I learned, you can't help others unless they want help and will do their part...same thing with God helping is....unless we want and accept it, it does no good...He can do everything in the world, and it won't help us unless we open up.
I use to blame EVERYTHING on things and people...when in reality, the thing is...you learn to control those things/situations...not allow them to control you.
I could blame my parents for the rough life I've had, for serious depression as a child, no childhood, sadness constantly, feeling alone, being rejected, disowned, and denied by them, told they hate me, didn't want me, and so much more....for my SUPER close suicide attempts...by that I mean I came SUPER close to attempting it...I never did go through with the attempt though...God always stopped me. I use to blame them, oh yes, and did I have any right? By human standards yes, but by Christian/spiritual, and God's standards NO! I must say you know what, this is the life I was given, this is the hand I was dealt...it sure isn't the most beautiful one ever, but hey, it's how you play that hand.
I could blame the women that abused me sexually as a baby(like 2-3 years old), I could blame the guy that forced things on me, abused me, etc. I got every right, I was totally innocent.... BUT I DON'T! I say you know what, that's something horrible that happened, it was a work of the darkness, evilness, and spiritual wickedness in the world....it's over, done with, and CAN'T control me! I have my faith, I have God, I'm set! I'm saved, I'm on my way to heaven, and NOTHING that this world can do to me, or those in or of the world, can take away the joy that the LORD bestows upon me!
We as humans, and you young man HAVE to step up to the plate, face these issues, pray against them, and FIGHT. When you can't, then that's okay, God will fight for you. But you just CAN NOT go around blaming depression, OCD, and whatever else for these things. That whole stuff is as some say ''hogwash''. It's called psychology and doesn't mix with Christianity. They're totally different, and people like Joel Osteen and many others, try that junk...''oh everything's okay, I'm okay, you're okay'' or some other stuff....even ''it's not okay, it's not going to be okay, it's not your fault though''. They need some truth put in them by God Almighty.
Now listen, don't get mad or anything, I'm telling you what's in my heart, soul, and spirit, I feel God moving here. So take heed to it please. God bless.