About a year ago.I looked up blasphemy against the holy spirit then I started thinking about it.Then I started thinking about it to much.Then I wondered if I ever did it ? Well I started getting bad thoughts.I started getting blasphemy thoughts.Well after 5months they went away.Now they have come back those same bad thoughts.I really don't know what to do.I don't know if I'm fighting with myself or the enemy or I don't know what's going on.