Jason I might not agree with everything you share even as you are aware well aware that I have had you on ignore for quite some time till just recently, but theres one thing you have going for you, the way you always respond. That would even cause me pause, and its that is you always respond to such nastiness in a way which I believe glorifies God. If only just in that I might agree.
I do want to at least encourage you in that.
Thats something I covet in you for myself.
I let it affect me inwardly and I believe when I let it that will naturally spill out into my responses.
You set a good example in that (even though I hate to admit it, you really do).
You are often by yourself being jumped on from all sides (right or wrong) regardless you are doing something right, and I hope you find it encouraging to know others do perceive this (even those, who like me have disagareed with you) and who can give you a kudos in that which commendable in any man of God.
Thats all I will say
Dear Desired Haven:
You do not how overjoyed I am to talk with you again. I appreciate your loving kindness towards me in Christ. May God bless your heart. I know we may not agree on all things as believers and that is okay. There are many topics that are not salvation issues; And we are to come together for the worse and not for the better. Anyways, if I have said anything to offend you before, that was not my intent. Please know that. I am the type of person who wants to make peace with everyone. My goal is to love everyone (Including my enemies). So please know that I do care and love you in Christ Jesus and I am honored to have you as a sister in the Lord (So very much).
In fact, I have to be honest with you, there are quite a few times I have enjoyed reading your highlighted studies before.
So thank you for hearing me again.
As for how I respond to others: Well, this was a life lesson I learned with God. So the glory goes to God (of course). For there is one verse that God used in my life that really had a huge impact on me. That verse is....
Romans 12:20 KJV
Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head.
When I worked at a certain job once in the past, they did a lot of things there that I had thought were cruel and inappropriate. I mean, things were really bad there. But then a verse came to my mind.
Romans 12:20.
That was my verse in how I was going to get vengeance. That was how I was going to get justice in such a dark place. For I realized that if I want to put out a fire, that water was needed to put it out and not fire. I thought to myself at that time, that if I could do good unto my enemies, then God will bring vengeance upon the wrong that they were doing there. I thought that God is going to repay the injustice that was done in that place for me doing good back towards their bad ways. But in time, I came to realize that I did not want vengeance to fall upon them. I came to realize that I wanted them to truly know Jesus Christ. I wanted them to know what it was like to be changed and different whereby one would not want to hurt anyone. For just as Jesus said to the Father to forgive those who were crucifying him, and just as Steven asked the Lord to not hold their crimes of stoning him against them.... I too desired no harm to come to them in time and I started to see the real point of Romans 12:20. It was not for me to have God get vengeance on them by me putting that verse into practice. It was for me to learn how to love like God and to trust that God will do what is right and good in all matters concerning justice.
So when I do good now. It is not for God to take vengeance. But it is for the purpose to simply love as God loves. But will justice be done? Yes, of course. I leave the justice part in God's hands. I desire no one to be put at harm. But I do know God will punish those who will rebel against Him. God has a plan and justice will be carried out by our Lord perfectly. But God has called me to love and not to hate. So I speak back in love and with kindness (to the best of my ability) knowing that I am not being overcome by evil, but that I am overcoming evil with good.
For are there times I want to say something smart back? You betcha. But I stop myself. I control myself and don't do it. Because if I do, it would put me ont he path of spiralling down to their level of lashing out. I do not want to lash out but I want to love them like Christ loves them.
Another encouraging verse for me is in Matthew 5. For when others say all manner of evil against you.... we are to .... "Rejoice!"
Anyways, thank you so much sister for your love back.
I am so happy to talk with you in the Lord again.
Peace, love, and blessings be unto you in great measure from the Lord Jesus Christ.
With loving kindness,
Sincerely,
~ Jason.
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