There should be mature believers all over this site making comment against your sentimentality concerning this issue of life and death that belongs only to the Lord. God has never condoned, approved, sanctioned or encouraged anyone, a believer or otherwise, to take their own life because things are too difficult and too hard to bear. Don't tell me that you know Yeshua and what He thinks about life and death when you make comment like this, because you are far off from the life of Yeshua on this. God does not give mercy or grace to anyone to commit suicide, only a fool would think such a thing. God is in the business of giving life, resurrected life and not in the business of sending people to the grave without hope or in despair. What humanistic egg shell did you crawl out from? Someone needs to follow up on you when you start saying things like this. Are you going to be the next Kevorkian and encourage your discouraged brother that it's okay, God understands and if you want to end it now, God will accept you. That is nothing more than humanistic ungodly counsel and we are not to stand in the counsel of the ungodly (Ps 1:1). You need to wise up in the life of our resurrected and ascended Saviour instead of living in your own deluded and misguided imaginations of Yeshua.