Dear God,
Oh how you do wonders in my life. I have been putting pieces of life's puzzle together and a few nights ago, all that I couldn't understand that I wanted to made sense! I'm at full peace for the most part, and before I had none of it. I'm afraid to lose it, but I don't think I will with your help in me.
I've been thinking, and wondering. I've been wanted by people for many reasons. I love when people are soooo honest to me, and tell me every last bit of what's on their mind, so I don't have to wonder anymore and know how they really feel. I'm in a low time in my life, but looking for the goods. I'm helping many people along the way and each day someone else needs me. I have to be strong enough to help myself and those around me. I need more strength then ever right now.
Prayers for my friends:
Micheal: You are a dear friend and I love you a lot. You are very close to me and one of the best people in my life. You tell me all that happens in your life and I only pray that that things get better. You deserve the break of not having troubles for awhile. You always keep an up-right spirit, but there is always hurt in your life. I pray for relief for you.
Beth: We haven't talked in awhile and we need to get catch up, I can tell you are going through something, and I'm here for you. I've helped you once and I can again. I don't know what's going on, but I feel something is wrong. I pray for peace for you.
Jensen: You are another dear friend, and right now I see you doing your best to grow in you new relationship with God. I'm proud of you for working so hard, never give up. I know your pain and struggles and I only hope that you understand everything life throws at you. I pray for wisdom for you.
Alexa: We are no longer friends, too much pain and hurt was caused between us and you were blind to what happened, but I forgave you. I forgave you and moved on. I still love you and care about you, but I no longer trust you. I know you are a christian and you need to get into it with God more. I pray for guidance for you.
Josiah: You tell me all your problems, and your weakest moments. You scare half the death all the time, but yet you snap back into with God. I just want to knock some sense into you these days and tell you, 'You can do better!' I know you can. You surprise me with how well you can find help from God on your own. I'm proud of you. I pray that you perseverance for you.
Seth: I don't care how many times you tell me that one thing. I'm not like the rest. It is hard to get rid of me. You are soooo smart, and know how to bring a smile to someones face. We are alike in many scary ways and we feel the same thing a lot. The one thing that gets me is how doubtful you are of yourself and how you think it's okay to always feel upset. You always sound depressed and you say it's natural, but deep down I know it eats you. I pray for a content heart for you.
Momma: Dearest momma, you have being going through earthly hell right now. So much pain those eyes, so much discomfort. I'm here for you and I know you know that, but sometimes you need to be calm and listen to what we say. Sometimes it takes awhile for things to process through your mind, but as long as you understand the meaning behind it, that's find by me. I know that life would be easier if you would believe in God. I know it would. I pray for a new faith for you.
Love, Angel
P.S. I know that I'm never alone.
Oh how you do wonders in my life. I have been putting pieces of life's puzzle together and a few nights ago, all that I couldn't understand that I wanted to made sense! I'm at full peace for the most part, and before I had none of it. I'm afraid to lose it, but I don't think I will with your help in me.
I've been thinking, and wondering. I've been wanted by people for many reasons. I love when people are soooo honest to me, and tell me every last bit of what's on their mind, so I don't have to wonder anymore and know how they really feel. I'm in a low time in my life, but looking for the goods. I'm helping many people along the way and each day someone else needs me. I have to be strong enough to help myself and those around me. I need more strength then ever right now.
Prayers for my friends:
Micheal: You are a dear friend and I love you a lot. You are very close to me and one of the best people in my life. You tell me all that happens in your life and I only pray that that things get better. You deserve the break of not having troubles for awhile. You always keep an up-right spirit, but there is always hurt in your life. I pray for relief for you.
Beth: We haven't talked in awhile and we need to get catch up, I can tell you are going through something, and I'm here for you. I've helped you once and I can again. I don't know what's going on, but I feel something is wrong. I pray for peace for you.
Jensen: You are another dear friend, and right now I see you doing your best to grow in you new relationship with God. I'm proud of you for working so hard, never give up. I know your pain and struggles and I only hope that you understand everything life throws at you. I pray for wisdom for you.
Alexa: We are no longer friends, too much pain and hurt was caused between us and you were blind to what happened, but I forgave you. I forgave you and moved on. I still love you and care about you, but I no longer trust you. I know you are a christian and you need to get into it with God more. I pray for guidance for you.
Josiah: You tell me all your problems, and your weakest moments. You scare half the death all the time, but yet you snap back into with God. I just want to knock some sense into you these days and tell you, 'You can do better!' I know you can. You surprise me with how well you can find help from God on your own. I'm proud of you. I pray that you perseverance for you.
Seth: I don't care how many times you tell me that one thing. I'm not like the rest. It is hard to get rid of me. You are soooo smart, and know how to bring a smile to someones face. We are alike in many scary ways and we feel the same thing a lot. The one thing that gets me is how doubtful you are of yourself and how you think it's okay to always feel upset. You always sound depressed and you say it's natural, but deep down I know it eats you. I pray for a content heart for you.
Momma: Dearest momma, you have being going through earthly hell right now. So much pain those eyes, so much discomfort. I'm here for you and I know you know that, but sometimes you need to be calm and listen to what we say. Sometimes it takes awhile for things to process through your mind, but as long as you understand the meaning behind it, that's find by me. I know that life would be easier if you would believe in God. I know it would. I pray for a new faith for you.
Love, Angel
P.S. I know that I'm never alone.
