My Testimony

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brighthouse98

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MARK 5:15-20 Please read this first.Because some have asked me to write this in my blog I am going to.It will be kind of long so please get your popcorn and drink ready if you plan on reading this. LOL To give you just some idea of how ruthless I had become, does take a bit of time.

On June 13th my dream of becoming a professional baseball player came true! I was asked by letter of the Detroit Tigers to try out with them on July 8th!!! I was so excited as I ate sleep and lived baseball!! 2 days later on June 15th I received a draft to go into military service!

I was to report on June 30th! I did my very best to postpone the draft until at least after my tryouts but this was denied! To say I was mad and upset, no words can be spoken!

My earthly father had died a few months before my graduation from high school, and the only reason I was graduating in the first place was to throw it in his face! My earthly dad was what I became. RUTHLESS to have control of self,as well as ruthless in taking control of others!

To cause fear to rule! I was a total user of others! Now I was being used by the military and they took my only dream away! Someone is going to pay for this!!! BIG TIME!!

I had become involved with a cult during my school days,since I was in the tenth grade when I predicted my own fathers death at 48. Which came true. I only wanted power,and control of others,this was all which was on my mind,and I would do anything,and I did everything to get it!

Upon my senior year I was invited to attend a meeting with an order called the coven( an anton le-vey church) hence where my baseball career had proceeded from! After being accepted I promoted my soul and body to be in service of the enemy. Though this was not called this, we called it transformation of light seekers.

A window which brings fear to those who gaze upon it,and power to those behind it! I was behind it of course! So with this back round you understand the scripture!! I was, and had to be, become possessed by a spirit they chose for me,it was looked at as not a spirit but rather a guide to keep oneself behind the window people looked at. Insurance if you will,or so I thought!

I had sold drugs,I had even had people cleaned. I was not a hit man, but could bring evil spirits to my enemies,and they would have terrible accidents. And so it was I went to Great Lakes Boot camp having been drafted! I was not happy!! I was both drunk and high when I got on the bus,and when I woke up, I was in bootcamp! We lined up and the guy who was from California stood next to me and dope had reduced his words to just wow.He could even say it backwards!!! wow!! LOL

We lined up, and this 6 foot 5 guy came through and said My name is Chief Albert Snow and I am your Company Commander,( or CC as we called them)and the dude from L.A. said wow. LOL

The bus driver got lost on the way there,we were suppose to get there at 11pm, but did not arrive till 3:30 am!! We got our bunks and at 5am he came through banging two trash can lids together to say wake up, get up you squirrels get out of your trees!! Are you kidding me???

I ah made a scene,and was taken to the jail on base. after about 3 days two men dressed in dark clothing came by to visit me,they said I had done real good on some tests they had given me, and would I be interested in special forces work? If so I could be freed right now! I did not have to think,do I get to kill people I asked?? Yep! Cool let me out then!

A lot happened I was sent to Clark Air force Subic Bay Phil Island for training. Code name whispers. I was classified as Black Ops and to the world I did not even exist, not on paper, nor anywhere! That was fine with me,that meant I could do anything as long as I never got caught! PAYBACK TIME!!!!
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I served 2 tours in Vietnam,and will not discuss anything about it,but you can be certain of one thing,I was RUTHLESS to all who came in touch with me!! The horrors of war is not in what is commanded of you to do,but rather what you choose to do beyond ones orders! I did plenty! I came out so bad and so evil that my own mother threw me out of her house,and said this is not my son! She was right!!

I was not right in the head,or anywhere else! I could not hold any job,and the girl I was using was getting boring to me so I packed my seabag to head south from Michigan! My brother drove me to I75 and said we never wish to see you again,which was fine with me,because I could not use them anymore anyway! So there I was,hitchhiking! I never waited longer then 15 min for a ride,was in ohio within an hour,and was about to stick my thumb out, when a terrible storm was coming upon me! I ran for the vi dock( a bridge of sorts) to take cover when a person pulled up next to me and asked me if I needed a ride. I said yea how far are you going?? he said as far as Williamsbug Kentucky, I said cool! He asked me some question for small talk,then he asked me if I was a believer in Jesus Christ!

Pull over I said or I will break your face! He was scared stiff, and with good reason as I even pulled out my knife to his sorry throat! I do not wish any trouble Mr. Then shut the f up and drive or let me out now! he said ok Mr. I will keep silent!

Ah I would have let me out myself!! LOL after about 2 hours of dead silence he asked me if I was hungry? I thought what the hell does he care if I am hungry or not??? I said yea but my money is tight,if you wish to eat go ahead I will wait in the car.NO he said I am buying you dinner to!! You guessed it!!!

I thought is this guy gay or something?? He said no I am not gay either!!! LOL read my mind! Ok!! So we ate, small talk again he said his dad runs a college here and since I am on the G.I bill I could get in no problem,unless you just wish to keep hitchhiking South.I said humm sounds good.( thinking Another person I can use for self!!) So we got to the college more small talk,of course I lied my rear off to the answers I know he wanted to here. I was in! Nice bed, room all to myself, all the comforts of home at no cost to me!! part 2 later. I told you this would be long!!! LOL
 

CharliRenee

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Wow, your hard core transparency is a blessing, off to read part 2.
 

brighthouse98

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Yes I did!! Hence why I am the way I am now,because sister I truly represent rom 2:4!!
 
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Sherril

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Praise the Lord now and forever, i read the 2nd part ....wow.....ty bro......love in Christ Sherril.....wow thank you Lord
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brighthouse98

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I have my faults as you well know!! But I was changed forever on the day! I look at this sister as a combination of these two scriptures.( Mark 5:2-20 and Acts 9:4-5 ) With the Lord's wisdom( 1 Cor 1:30-31) I was able to really actually describe what a possessed person goes through. Thanks again sister for taking the time to read what Jesus did for me!! I stay in his service so very very thankful even as you do!!! ( 1 Thess 5:18!!!