Feeling let down

[blessed6101]

Please help me someone if you can ,my husband talks bad about me to his family this has been going on for years I have been married to this man for twenty years you would think things would be different I got married when i was very young I moved a way from my family in Tenn to my husband home town in California now my husband goes to church every week he sings in the church choir he goes up front to encourage other men an women to become christian he does every thing right around the church but at home around me in the kids he's like a monster I feel so isolated being away from home back in Tenn I think that he feel that him and his family can treat me bad because I don't have family around I mean I know that I have my kids and I thank god for them but I don't want to get them involved with this mess it would be nice to have my parents or sister and brother around for support my husband has hit me a few times also he choked me years ago I still remember it as if it was yesterday he also has cheated on me a few times since moving to California My husband has a violent temper he gets upset very quickly ,Our daughter and him don't get along at all because of the way that he treats me I'm afraid of his temper please help I need guidance on what to do I'm tired of holding my head down and feeling insecure my husband mother was also a paster and she talked down about me to her son also it kept me away from church along time because I did not trust the church anymore .

 

[Aliciaforjesus]

My heart goes out to you!

I pray that this religious spirit be broken off your family and your family be restored to a family of peace and unity, in the name of Jesus I pray.

Father I ask that you put other children of God to bring about the change needed in this family,
send a flood of your goodness, and lead this man to repentance!

Open his eyes to see the truth, and fill his life with you.
Father take what the devil has meant for harm and turn it to your glory, let not this weapon be formed anymore, I condem it in Jesus name! I speak life into these dead bones and I comand them to live in Jesus name!

Lord let these people see your real face and let all your goodness, pass their way.

Let them be forever be changed,

let this be the day of salvation, and hear our cries for help Oh God!

Father comfort and strenghten my sister, and loose her from her chains!

Give her peace in this storm and calm her seas, lead her Lord to green pastures!

Let your angels be loosed to bring a hedge of protection about her and her family,

and I bind you Satan,

You are prohibited from stopping the truth any longer.

Let what is done in secret be revealed and the truth be known!

Let the truth work and set them free!

Your word Lord,

it's your word not mine,

let your word not come back void,

I ask this in the name of Jesus!

 

[pickles]

Sometimes our greatest hurts are carried alone in our hearts. I know, I survived only because of my love for Jesus and his love for me. As good a man as my husband is there is a sorrow that he carries and has hurt me with. I was so broken that it actually caused a permanant change in my heartbeat. At first I was so lost it seemed as though I could never hope, trust of forgive. I cried out to God everynight for three years. God our father answered me. He showed me that all are capable of failing us. Simply because we are all weak. He also began to heal my husband. It has taken time and has had its setbacks but I can see the hand of our Lord Jesus on his heart. He also showed me that one day soon I will see Jesus's love in my husbands eyes. Every day I continue to forgive him for what he did. I hope in Jesus that he will be healed. I will tell you that through all this I recieved a greater and more wonderful understanding of the love our Lord Jesus has for me, all of us. I do not know what Jesus has for you and your family. I do know that if you give over all your trust and hope to him he will be there for you. I encourage you to seek council with some one in the church. The physical end of your relationship must be adressed. No man should hit you. I do understand that you love each other so I will keep you and your family in my constant prayers. You will be in my thoughts, my heart and my prayers. May our Lord Jesus protect you and your family. God bless. pickles