My husband cheats on me and lies about it and it is hurting me cos he takes me for a fool. Always saying he is sorry, that he is with his friend and he slept at his friends place that he is not cheating on me, that I am just worry myself for nothing and doubting him. That my doubt will push him to do something stupid one day. I alway forgive him to keep the home in peace and love. The first Sunday of the month of January this year after church, he left with is friend and did not come until the next day. I call him late at night cos i was worry, but he did not pick my calls throughout, I ever sent him a text to tell me if he is not coming home, so I could lock up. He did not answer. I was worried and angry,the next day he came back acting all almighty, I didn't talk to him, he later send me a text that he is sorry, no explanation on why he didn't come home or pick my calls or text me. This happened few day to our anniversary. He does not know that I have his password to his phone, i open the phone when he was sleeping and read his message he sent to a lady, he took her out and after that he went with her to her house and sleep their. And some other messages on phone were he is chatting with girls and ex-girlfriend and watches video of the them. He feel that without him i am nothing. cos were will i go to with mine two beautiful and lovely kids. Am still hurt and not in talking terms with him. I think about the children don't know what to do. Please forgive my words and spelling.