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I have a prayer request, or maybe i just need to talk to someone. I don't know where to start. I guess i will tell you a little about me first. Im married, have been for 21 years. This is my 3rd marriage. The first 2 were awful. I tried to make it work, but my first husband needed somehingto hit,he used me. The second time the man i was married too found something better, my bestfriend. Now here i am again, my husband is very nice to everyone, but me. He yells alot, and he is hateful most of the time. He has problems, he is saved, but i really can't tell it. He came to my church about 2 years ago, and went to the alter, and recieved Christ. For a while everything was going really good, then he started cursing again, and being just nasty to me. We have 2 kids, he yells at them too. My son stays gone all the time, because of the stress, he is 20. We have a daughter who is 17, she is a junior at high school. She is saved, and really loves the Lord, and she loves her dad so much, when he yells at her it breaks her heart. I do not want to go through another divorce. I do love him, i just do not know what to do. I want to run away, but i must stay here for my daughters sake. My husband is sick also. He has diabetes, and high blood pressure, and last year he was hospitalized for congestive heart failure. I was so scared, he was going to die. Oh yea, in 2006 he lost his leg due to the diabetes. People at my church say he is upset, because of his medications. I do not agree. I believe when you are a christian, you will act different. Am i wrong? I feel all alone, because their are people at my church who think im the bad one. Even my family likes my husband more than me what do i do? I have prayed and prayed for God to help me with this problem, but i get no answer. I need help someone pray for me because i don't think i can pray anymore, Any suggestion will be greatly appresheated.
THANK YOU
JACKARENO2009
THANK YOU
JACKARENO2009