I Waste My Time. (Poem)

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Seeking-Christ

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#1
I try to chat with you today,
And you just go away.
I guess I just waste my time.
Wishing you were mine.

* I just wrote this because I go to the chatrooms, and 90% of the time I never click with anyone. Then as soon as I do they log off.
 

Mem

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#2
It is wasted time wishing for yours
Which leaves to others to open doors
Though you may wonder what love might be
It is not love if it's not free

So, worry more what you might offer
And less about what's in the coffer
For if we saw what comes tomorrow
In hope we'd wait and never sorrow
 
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Seeking-Christ

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#3
You say all the easy popular things to say,
I wonder if you yourself obey.

I think you want to stick my heart with a knife,
and drop me dead, in a pool of red.

You say, get up dead man,
Get on your feet.
It's your fault that you died in defeat.

Do you live with your eyes closed?
Must you always blame the dead for being dead?
Enough said.

The next time I get blamed for my problems,
I will show that person the door.

I want you not in my life,
You only add to my strife.
 
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Seeking-Christ

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#4
I get tired of how nobody thinks I have a right to my feelings about stuff. Or so many thinks I'm in the wrong when I think something is wrong here. Those people need to go read the book of Job, and notice what God does to Job's friends. Because I think many of you treat me like Job's friends.

I wrote my original poem because I went to the chatroom, and wasted a long time, without finding anyone I could talk too. I could of written a poem called. Lonely I came, and Lonely I left.

There have been a few times when the Chatroom wasn't too bad. But most of time, it's like fishing, you got no idea if something will be there to bite or not. And that is not my fault! I've tried saying hi to people, and even people by name. I've tried private messaging people, and didn't get a response. Once again, it wasn't my fault. But I'm sure you can imagine a reason why it is my fault.

Many times that place is nothing more then people just saying Hi to each other. LOL
 

Mem

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I get tired of how nobody thinks I have a right to my feelings about stuff. Or so many thinks I'm in the wrong when I think something is wrong here. Those people need to go read the book of Job, and notice what God does to Job's friends. Because I think many of you treat me like Job's friends.

I wrote my original poem because I went to the chatroom, and wasted a long time, without finding anyone I could talk too. I could of written a poem called. Lonely I came, and Lonely I left.

There have been a few times when the Chatroom wasn't too bad. But most of time, it's like fishing, you got no idea if something will be there to bite or not. And that is not my fault! I've tried saying hi to people, and even people by name. I've tried private messaging people, and didn't get a response. Once again, it wasn't my fault. But I'm sure you can imagine a reason why it is my fault.

Many times that place is nothing more then people just saying Hi to each other. LOL
So I can see how people avoid saying anything to you. You've taken everything I said as if I have no empathy towards you when the reality comes from experience and correction of the attitude you espouse. Surely you don't expect someone to fall over themselves for you in any online environment except for those with the shallowest of interests. If so, you shortchange many opportunities for fellowship, seeing your definition of it requires so much grace from others while excusing you of any contribution amounts to nothing more than youship.
 
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Seeking-Christ

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#6
So I can see how people avoid saying anything to you. You've taken everything I said as if I have no empathy towards you when the reality comes from experience and correction of the attitude you espouse. Surely you don't expect someone to fall over themselves for you in any online environment except for those with the shallowest of interests. If so, you shortchange many opportunities for fellowship, seeing your definition of it requires so much grace from others while excusing you of any contribution amounts to nothing more than youship.
I think your a jerk.
 
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Seeking-Christ

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#8
Im just glad you think of me :)
Like I said, people like you are online jerks. You find people like me, because it seems to make you feel better, to make someone who is feeling low, lower. And you call me selfish? I tell you what, I think your selfish too.
 

Mem

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Like I said, people like you are online jerks. You find people like me, because it seems to make you feel better, to make someone who is feeling low, lower. And you call me selfish? I tell you what, I think your selfish too.
ok, at least you said 'too,' that's progress.
 
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Seeking-Christ

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#10
ok, at least you said 'too,' that's progress.
I am so tired of this crap from people like you, that I'm ready to delete my profile. And when I leave I will be worse then I was when I joined here! i can not believe how you people think! All I do is write honest things about the struggles I go I through, and people like you put up a mirror and tell me it's all my fault. It's just the friends Job had.
 

Mem

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I am so tired of this crap from people like you, that I'm ready to delete my profile. And when I leave I will be worse then I was when I joined here! i can not believe how you people think! All I do is write honest things about the struggles I go I through, and people like you put up a mirror and tell me it's all my fault. It's just the friends Job had.
It's a free site that anyone can come or go. Who's wasting whose time, I'm not sure.
 
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Seeking-Christ

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#12
It's a free site that anyone can come or go. Who's wasting whose time, I'm not sure.
Now you show your true stupidity.
 

Live4Him3

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It's a free site that anyone can come or go. Who's wasting whose time, I'm not sure.
Hey, you kicked someone who was down, and now he's gone.

Are you proud of yourself?

You should hang your head in shame.

Matthew chapter 12

[14] Then the Pharisees went out, and held a council against him, how they might destroy him.
[15] But when Jesus knew it, he withdrew himself from thence: and great multitudes followed him, and he healed them all;
[16] And charged them that they should not make him known:
[17] That it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Esaias the prophet, saying,
[18] Behold my servant, whom I have chosen; my beloved, in whom my soul is well pleased: I will put my spirit upon him, and he shall shew judgment to the Gentiles.
[19] He shall not strive, nor cry; neither shall any man hear his voice in the streets.
[20] A bruised reed shall he not break, and smoking flax shall he not quench, till he send forth judgment unto victory.
[21] And in his name shall the Gentiles trust.
 

Mem

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Hey, you kicked someone who was down, and now he's gone.

Are you proud of yourself?

You should hang your head in shame.

Matthew chapter 12

[14] Then the Pharisees went out, and held a council against him, how they might destroy him.
[15] But when Jesus knew it, he withdrew himself from thence: and great multitudes followed him, and he healed them all;
[16] And charged them that they should not make him known:
[17] That it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Esaias the prophet, saying,
[18] Behold my servant, whom I have chosen; my beloved, in whom my soul is well pleased: I will put my spirit upon him, and he shall shew judgment to the Gentiles.
[19] He shall not strive, nor cry; neither shall any man hear his voice in the streets.
[20] A bruised reed shall he not break, and smoking flax shall he not quench, till he send forth judgment unto victory.
[21] And in his name shall the Gentiles trust.
Where were you?
I didn't leave him alone.
He wrote a poem about why , why, did you leave me all alone, and then wanted me to leave him alone...
crazy people always come back.
 

Live4Him3

Jesus is Lord
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#17
I've noticed you're rather attached to impenitent religious abuse
I pray that God chastens you sore for your own potential good and for the potential good of others who you might similarly damage with your present wickedness.

You can have the last evil word.
 

Mem

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I pray that God chastens you sore for your own potential good and for the potential good of others who you might similarly damage with your present wickedness.

You can have the last evil word.
how generous of you
 

Magenta

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Jul 3, 2022
I'm thinking about leaving CC. Something about these forums doesn't feel right.

S-C was thinking of leaving CC for quite some time before he did...
 

Mem

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Jul 3, 2022
I'm thinking about leaving CC. Something about these forums doesn't feel right.

S-C was thinking of leaving CC for quite some time before he did...
He'dve represented himself better if he used the nickname SeekingWifeandI'llHoldMyBreathIfChristDoesn'tGiveMeOne.