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Lovesong

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#1
So here I am
by me

Silence golden,
but your actions scream
Your need for me.
so what will it be?

it's the final year when
the moon is red,
Oh haven't you realize
i already know
whats in your silly
little heads.

Oo-can I play?
can I be moriarty, the master,
or maybe akasha to your 'stat?
Everyone needs a blame,
bur your words will never take
away my newly founded shame.

with the red you marked me
with the A, but I am an
innocent burden, must
i carry all of your sin
and all of your shame?

If the world is a stage
they have chosen my name,
can't seem to get away,
shall I not get a say,
or have I become the dragon
to slay?
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#2
Judas, who me?
by me

Betrayal...I did what?

Remember that time
I told you to ruin your life?
*sigh* very well,
I did it, it was all me.

Poor you, who has no control
of all the bad things you do.
I confess, I made you do it.
I made you.

Even though you avoid me
like the plague in the vicinity

I am so powerful, so crafty,
I have tugged at everyone
of your puppet strings.
did you miss me.
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#3
You're welcome... *takes a bow* ;-)

[video=youtube;fmqcOoUyTXs]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmqcOoUyTXs[/video]
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#4
I'm not trying to kick you
while you are down,
but where is she? why do
I feel like I am the one picking you
up off the ground.

Let her be there for you,
stop coming back to me.
If you wanted to hurt me,
you did, does that make happy?

I told you I don't like being used..
so stop using me, and I will leave you alone,
I will be silent forever.
I was trying!

Maybe it's better you hate me,
your hatred is a better mask than
your pretend love for me,
at least then I know I'm dealing with
the truth.
 
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oldethennew

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Feb 28, 2016
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#5
Lovesong,

there are '2' songs in this world; 'the fallen-world's-song' and the
'follow Jesus Christ's Song',,,we can't 'pick-and-choose-our-calling',
but we do get to 'pick-and-choose-HOW WE BEHAVE...
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#6
Lovesong,

there are '2' songs in this world; 'the fallen-world's-song' and the
'follow Jesus Christ's Song',,,we can't 'pick-and-choose-our-calling',
but we do get to 'pick-and-choose-HOW WE BEHAVE...
well, that's true.
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#7
It's none of my business
what you do with your life,
clearly, it never has been.
but you make it
my business when you keep
reaching out to me.

and don't say you don't care,
or that it doesn't matter,
it clearly does.
Or you wouldn't reach out.

..it matters, it all matters.

..but you don't give me to much
to work with here.
So I improvise,
and it is so frustrating, because
you've kept me entirely in the dark.

If you haven't noticed,
I care, even if you don't.
 
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oldethennew

Senior Member
Feb 28, 2016
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#8
most of us have been there, and it definitely is not a pleasant place...

what's most important, is that you FIND YOUR TRUE SELF in all of this...
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#9
most of us have been there, and it definitely is not a pleasant place...

what's most important, is that you FIND YOUR TRUE SELF in all of this...
It's not as fun as I'd hoped it would be..
Well, let's hope my true self is a nice person.
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#11

I lied,
I never made you,
and I am nobodies mother.
but wouldn't it have been convenient to
blame someone for all the evils
you've done,
by your own hand.

I said those things,
took the blame
to get the threats and hate
off of you and directed
toward me,
..because who would care
for a nobody,

You didn't,
you were the first to
agree, and the
first to hurt me.

after I am gone,
the faces will still give chase,

I refuse to come see you,
nor to give you pity.
you believe wrong is right,
right is wrong.
how twisted, deceived, confused!
but deep inside you
know that you are wrong.

Drinking the faces away,
Sleeping the faces away,
Wishing the faces away,
running away from the problem
but they will torment you
until you face them

and stop looking for the imaginary
woman who made you fall,
stop looking for someone to blame.

You'vedone wrong
maybe it's time to realize that.
you are wrong.​
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#12
Heart
by me

There is a talent for restrain;
to keep the loneliness away.
for I am not allowed to sigh;
nor clamor for fear of prying eyes.

love longs to break my heart;
the end result, I've become hideous with scars.
What now, am I to do;
but sit alone within a padded room?

If I could, I would not feel;
a hemorrhaging heart that never really healed.
Do not tell me that I will be fine,
after you have left me broken behind,
so that you may find yourself.

If it rains, do not cover me;
if it sit by myself, show no remorse;
and give me no hope.
Let me grow angry, then bitter, and cold,
Let my fires die out, alone.

Do not play games of love and fire,
then leave and tell me to be strong.
If you go, then go, but leave me with no hope;
that you plan to only steal away.

if you stay then stay;
don't go away.
Leave not a mess from whence
before you came.

Nothing's changed,
my heart is still where you left it.
Still the same,
bleeding under the rain.​
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#13
A dream within a dream
By - Edgar Allen Poe

Take this kiss upon the brow!

And, in parting from you now,

Thus much let me avow —

You are not wrong, who deem

That my days have been a dream;

Yet if hope has flown away

In a night, or in a day,

In a vision, or in none,

Is it therefore the less gone?

All that we see or seem

Is but a dream within a dream.



I stand amid the roar

Of a surf-tormented shore,

And I hold within my hand

Grains of the golden sand —

How few! yet how they creep

Through my fingers to the deep,

While I weep — while I weep!

O God! Can I not grasp

Them with a tighter clasp?

O God! can I not save

One from the pitiless wave?

Is all that we see or seem

But a dream within a dream?
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#14
My Immortal
-by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me



 
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Lovesong

Guest
#15
My home
by me

I have nailed the door shut;
barracaded with the strongest metals,
surrounded by the deepest mote.

but wait..
how did you get inside?

I thought anger would make it easier for you
to run faster.
would I not fuel the fires of hate,
to make you flee?

so far from me.

So that I could avoid tears,
to hasten a long drawn out painful goodbye,
but to say I never needed love,
well, that was just a lie.

but if I can't be with you,
then why has it got to be you,
the one, they keep telling me is not,
and I cannot help it.
you have alway come back for me.


Do not look my way,
do not gaze temporary,
You are in my home.
if you must stay,
then stay.


 
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Lovesong

Guest
#16
Love is not love if it has to be hidden...

You act like you should be
so angry with me,
to turn away and ignore me.

but..

you gave up on me,
and you moved on so quickly.
you didn't even fight for this..
and you aren't fighting now.

but I was happy for you.
I did my best to move on too,
but I guess I never moved on as fast.

i told you it wouldn't work out
Because you were comfortable with hiding,
and it wasn't going anywhere,
You couldnt even be you, around me.

It's not love if you must hide it.

So why blame me?
i couldn't even see you,
hold your hand,
or be with you.

I have to let you go again,
because I feel like this method
will never work.

I need to move on to,
I want that chance to be happy,
I am sorry,

but the truth is,
you don't want to be with me.
You will not fight for me.

thats why I end it,
everytime.

the truth hurts..
me.

no more poems, wish me luck on
working my self esteem to finding
someone for me.


 
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Lovesong

Guest
#17
While you were finding yourself,
I have found a life of my own,
I wasn't saving myself for you.
i wasn't waiting for you,
I let you go, and
I found happiness alone.

but you came back,
with love in your eyes?
I may never know..
We are just, going in circles again,

I don't want to be your sloppy seconds, or hidden thirds,
or even the fall back girl, that you don't even want.
You take the time to avoid me, even when you
say that you love me...I long to believe that.
but I am chasing you, and you are running from me,
Your actions or no action tells me everything.

I won't do the same thing in repeat.
I love you, I wanted it to be you,

but you just aren't that into me.

So, that's where this road ends,
Dont expect me to be there,
dont say I never gave you a chance,
i have given you one too many,

you took me for granted..

There's a man waiting out there looking for me,
and i want to give him that chance.
I want him to find me.
 
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Lovesong

Guest
#18
Why it didn't work out
- by me

You were trying,
and I made a fool of you, everytime.
I never kept my word, and I broke
every single promise to you.

I made you feel worthless,
and not good enough.
I cut you down, pushed you down, away,
and even slammed the door in your face.
yet you tried, and you tried.

I never think, I only act in my anger,
I've humiliated and showcased your flaws,
I should have never said or done, or written these things,
if I had loved you I would have known that,
but you come to me when you need help,
and all I can do is think of me,
and my selfishness.

I tried to make it impossible for you
by comparing you with the highest standards,
so much so that you couldn't even just be you.
..but you still loved me.

I admit everything, even the things I haven't written down,
but you remember, that I have done wrong to you.

I can't make it right,
I don't know how,
to be that person you need,
when you need me.

I know that what's done is done,
and you'll probably just say
That you don't care or that it doesn't matter.
But it matters.


 
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Lovesong

Guest
#19
Your whole world
by me

I know that it was your whole world,
its the thing that never let you down,
and it's hard to let it go of.
You don't know what to do.

but..

you didn't ruin your life,
you are just advancing to a new stage
of whatever it is you want to do.
because that's how life works,
everything changes.

some people can't get that
in their heads..

Dont listen to me and my stupidity,
or any negativity of the world.
you're gonna be okay.
Just believe in yourself,
and keep the people who love you
and believe in you close too.

I get it, it's easy to confuse love
with the worlds praise and attention,
or with achievements,

without these things, who would you be?

you would still be you,
you are you.
So Love yourself, and
love those close to your heart,
that you can trust.
You are loved,
never forget it.

its gonna be okay.

 
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Lovesong

Guest
#20

You are not wrong to
get on with your life,
and to find someone who will love
and treat you good.
You have every right to be angry.
You have every right to ignore me.
I was pretty horrible to you,
i had a pretty bad attitude,
you deserved better.
I wish I was a stronger, less
selfish person.

My mind just couldn't take
all the darkness,
I would freak out, and lash out
in fear, because I couldn't handle it.
most of the time it would get so bad
and I would get so depressed,
and in a very bad place,

I lashed out in defense,
and would often lash out at you.
The darkness is too much for me.

thats why I stick close to God,
Where my mind is at peace,
He causes me to see when I hurt you,
and to feel guilt and remorse,
so that I will not hurt you, or
say hurtful things.

I wish I could see you,
i wish I could talk to you,
maybe you don't want to see me,
maybe you don't want to talk.
maybe you are done with me forever.

I hate this saying but maybe Im
beating a dead horse,
I try to remember that,
i just need to pray for strength to move on too.


 
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