Truth ©
You weren't what i was looking for,
that smile took me in.
I felt my heart begin to fall,
but I have to pretend
like everything's the same with you.
I can't do this again.
I've wasted love so many times
and don't take time to mend.
I think about you every night,
they're thoughts I can't avert.
I care more than my words could say,
enough to make it hurt.
I wish I'd not made those mistakes,
for whatever its worth.
There's so much I want you to know,
I'm too scared to unearth.
I'm not sure if you'll ever know
the way you make me feel.
Maybe if I wait enough
the feelings wont be real.
That's not what I want though,
still I'm leaving this concealed.
I'm so conflicted wondering
if this should be revealed.
You weren't what i was looking for,
that smile took me in.
I felt my heart begin to fall,
but I have to pretend
like everything's the same with you.
I can't do this again.
I've wasted love so many times
and don't take time to mend.
I think about you every night,
they're thoughts I can't avert.
I care more than my words could say,
enough to make it hurt.
I wish I'd not made those mistakes,
for whatever its worth.
There's so much I want you to know,
I'm too scared to unearth.
I'm not sure if you'll ever know
the way you make me feel.
Maybe if I wait enough
the feelings wont be real.
That's not what I want though,
still I'm leaving this concealed.
I'm so conflicted wondering
if this should be revealed.