I really, really do empathize with you.
I too am so often desperate for 'a woman's touch' (and also to touch a woman,..... anyway...)
But, in my personal experience, I have found that kindness is better than sex.
The joy i have experienced when other people have been 'kind' to me is greater than the joy i have ever experienced through sex.
And also, though maybe secondarily in my case, the joy i get through helping others is greater than the joy i have experienced through sex.
I haven't had sex since my divorce, just over 7 years ago...
And, tomorrow, if I had the choice of sex or being kind to someone who needs some kindness, I would choose the latter, and truly get more joy through it.
And, hey man, watch some porn if it helps you get through the day. God is spirit and we worship Him in spirit and in truth. Be good, be kind, and watch some porn if it helps you get through the day.
I'm not sure if God will listen to me, but I will pray for you.