I'm a new member here, and I started reading this thread a little earlier. I'm, well, I guess just wide-eyed, in a way. Yet, I already know how intense people get sometimes. As a person who's been single, without any romantic relationship, for over three decades, I pray for all the best for you. Way back when, I asked the Lord to send me the right man or to eliminate my desire for one. He did the latter at that time. Every now and again through the years, I've felt a pull for something, not sure if it's a romantic/marital relationship, or just the closeness of a deep relationship. Nevertheless, God hasn't presented me with anyone. And I am content. My life is reasonably full, and sometimes overly so. LOL Whatever He has for me, I will be content. If your heart's desire is for the right marriage, then continue to seek the Lord's way and trust Him to deliver what He knows is best for you. I pray you will be blessed in your journey.