This post is from a long time ago and it's loaded with good posts , from others.
Focus on God, milady, you're young, and, your God is bigger than everything else in your life. I would just say to find a goooooood booook and a good girl friend, or, two, and, do things with them, like shopping, going swimming, and, of course, going to church. That is critical, both the church, for young people (for all people really, the Lord leads on that assembly we are not to 'forsake') , especially , being grounded in God's Love means such a difference in our lives
I pray you are doing well about 8 months since this post done, renee, follow Him. and boys? Boys are overrated, especially at your age. Talk about hormones !! yeah, I know, I had them too, still do, but teen and tween hormones are so giddy it's impossible to understand them for anyone not a tween or teen. But, God understands, sooooo, put your hope and your trust and your feelings in His hands, talk to Him about things of your life daily, always remembering to pray mornings and nights and have a devotion that you read every day and then ask God to help you to be better at doing whatever is said in that day's message . The Lord leads
This post is for not just Renee, I pray she gets this, if the Lord wills, just saying, I'm responding to every post and never go in the teens forum, think I ended up there once or twice, trying to help out kids in a world that is tough for younguns, especially even more today, with split families at 70% or so divorce rrate, jobs just not there for older teens, and, just ok, enough on that,
I pray that all the 'renees' out there will prayerfully live their lives, do things that help them want to live and enjoy like with the joy God being seen in their heart by themselves.