The Sun is Out

[jbrooks5912]

Lastnight i dont remember what time i fell asleep it had to have been a little early.

So i woke up a couple times and forced myself to go back to sleep.

I woke up like around close to 10. When i sleep alot or am over tired my body shakes a little like im cold but im not.

Its just exhaustion but i can manage. The sun is out and it is a beautiful day in The Lord.

I want to thank you all for your understanding in my times of trials and i want you all to know i love you all, not as the world does but as God does.

Yes it is time for another walk. Sometimes when i go on a walk i practice my balance. I walk on the curv instead of the median and follow the narrow line and when i feel as if i loose my balance i keep trucking and regain it.

Thank you, God Bless

 

[Pipp]

Enjoy your walk.

 

[tourist]

The sun is always shining on some part of the world.

 

[jbrooks5912]

Enjoy your walk.

I have returned, ahh love the sun and the son 🙃🤠.

I have a dream of ince owning a horse farm, however its a dream really i would not ever have that kinda money.

So for me i wuld justbe happy with a stuffed horse lol

I would have donated te farm to the memory of my mom.

And would have had a horse named after her. But she already has all of that in Heaven.

She is enjoying herself, she has horses and a farm and she is reunited with her husband that passed way before i was born.

Her husband is not my dad. My dad is a peice of work i tell u. All bout that drug alcahol and money.

He even ran with a mob in rhode island im lile what the??

I am glad i did not get raised by that man. I lives better without him in it.

I can find any number i need and years ago i found his and called him up.

His wife i dont concider her a step mom is a anothe peice of work.

When i met my little brother and sister lol they kept saying my name.

Im sure they miss me as i do them.

I am one of 14 kids in all, mom had 6 kids and my dad is a blah lol.

Im nothing like that man for real and i am greatful.

Mom protected me and refused to let me meet him and now i jnow and see why i had to see for myself.

He got drunk and put a knife to moms throat.

Dang i cant stand that stufd, he better be glad he in ri and im here.

Mom was a very strong woman, all the stuff she dealt with in her life she held her head up high.

Her and my sister i should say sisters instilled a style of love in me that measures no other.

Respect that woman, respect her heart, respect and honor who she is.

Dont cheat, if she cheats she was not mean for you, you can do much better than that and u are better rhan that.

Love can hurt but it makes u a stronger lover when that right woman comes along.

I dont deal much with my brothers really they all wanna be blah.

But me? I have more female friends that are friends than males.

I dont see no interest in them except for friendship. Its that respect i hold.

Because if u dont reapect the oposate sex then u cant be successful in love.

Women have been oainted as sex dolls excuse my term here.

And that is wrong, God intended women to be a life mate to the man.

Not to be abused or her heart neglected.

Again i post this in maybe to help someone in the forums who can be passing by to get the fact tht love is love there is no silver lining.

 

[jbrooks5912]

Love is not all black and white it is every color and it is beautiful

 

[jbrooks5912]

And to help someone rather male or female it dont matter. Because love has been ignored the teue love that is