i am unhappy in my school and now depressed

[Emiliasantos]

So i am going to a school where i am unhappy i know that what matters is learning ,but sometimes there are some people that would make you hate school and even think about suicide, and some just embarrasses you.A horrible experience i had today was when the teacher paired us in groups.Then, the teacher said to a student,lets call the student,P, So the teacher said P come work with Emilia, so P said, "No i do not want to work with her," so that was also embarrassing,some people laughed, but at the end of the day i also hate working in groups so i guess that is a win win, but What Should I Do in Situations Like This? The honest truth is that i felt so embarrassed and well just don't know,but yeah i just wanted to pour that out and ask, How should i react to this? I have 2 more years in the school and it is really hard when you are the only one being made fun of, embarrassed and even worse. I can not shout back or confront that person; I am just that kind of person. I don't talk too much, but being in this school makes me unhappy and i am really depressed and the horrible thing is that i can not move to another school or be home schooled because of well the problems my family is facing.

 

[Ugly]

My first year of High School I expected to go to school with my closest friends. Instead they decided to ship me to a school much further away.
The school building was meant for 2000. There were 4000 students. It was in a bad area and they brought in a principal that was ex-military. They sent me there because I was white and it was a predominately black school.
The school I Shouldve gone to was in a nice neighborhood, and, as I said, with my friends.
I changed schools after my freshman year to a much smaller school. I am certain I was the only kid that didn't drink and/or do drugs in the entire school.
My bus ride for both schools averaged about 45 minutes each morning.
Plus, I hated school. It didn't matter which school, I just hate school. Period.
And, yes, I had some issues with various people in both schools and being picked on.
So I get it. One of the best days of my life was the last day of school.

 

[Raphael07]

Theres not that much that you can do since you can't force people to change their behaviour, no matter how wrong it is. But try to remember that school is only temporary. Two years might seem like a long time right now, but it will go by so fast and then you won't have to deal with any of that and you can get away from those people. Perhaps try and find a hobby that makes you happy that you can do after school so you'll have something to look forward to each day.
Hope things get better for you x

 

[Silverwings]

Have you thought about talking with your guidance counselor, I would think that they might be able to help in this situation!

 

[EarthlySinner65]

Im a senior in high shool and I cant relate to what your going through. But high school doesnt last for ever. I know I make it sound easy but just find something you love doing and that you can be succesfull in as a career. While they sit there and do stupid things like that with there life right now. Theyll probably end up doing stupid things they dont want to just to live well. Make use of this time to lay low and boss up. And when the time is right maybe in 5,10 or 15 years youll be looking down at them. But DONT look at suicide as an answer. Thats the most selfish option you could make. If you EVER need someone to talk to you can add me on snapchat @j_edwards0605 if you have one