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Alright, so here's my issue. My mom came up to me in the kitchen today when I yelled "Nrrrgh! I'm just so angry!" and then she hugged me. I've wanted that hug for years, and she told me she loved me, which made a K.O..... I should be happy, right?
But I'm not! I'm ticked off, and I feel like it's unreal. I couldn't look her in the eye when she was spilling her guts on the table, I couldn't hug her back, I forced my self to smile at her.... and now I don't know how to deal with her. What the heck is my problem?! I got what I wanted... and now I can't handle it! I'm just getting so ticked off about the way I'm feeling....
*punches hole in the wall* ..... grawr..... *growls* help me out here.... please....
But I'm not! I'm ticked off, and I feel like it's unreal. I couldn't look her in the eye when she was spilling her guts on the table, I couldn't hug her back, I forced my self to smile at her.... and now I don't know how to deal with her. What the heck is my problem?! I got what I wanted... and now I can't handle it! I'm just getting so ticked off about the way I'm feeling....
*punches hole in the wall* ..... grawr..... *growls* help me out here.... please....