I'm very frustrated with my walk with Christ.. I'm always thinking I should be way farther ahead. I'm getting discouraged because when I read certain scriptures I don't understand.... and I was told of you don't understand that means you aren't following Christ correctly ....... and then between trying to read the Word and chasing after my children is very hard. I want nothing more than to follow Christ understand and help others...I feel myself getting discouraged I know God doesn't give us a spirit of fear.. but hearing about North Korea and everything... just concerns me.... me and my husband pray... read the Word... but I'm feeling down and discouraged... like I can't get it right... or maybe I'm not Gods chosen... and he doesn't want to work with me anymore...excuse me if I sound absurd... just the way I am feeling... and I'm worried about the falling away... if anyone can give some encouragement or help me anyway. I will appreciate it..