Speaking of Jehovah's,El Shadai, Jesus, Yahweh, Yahevah to wait on his perfect time I know completely. I am 24 and still live at home, (rent or not), I still feel bad. I am enrolled at DeVry for a BA-finance. I have been so hopeless since with my P.T.S.D makes the slightest stress panic. I was not sure if I should go and try to continue till I failed out, and that with a substantial loan repayment total. Though the Lord whom I had been waiting for almost 2 1/2 years for some hope, and as his follower I know his voice. He said it shall be well with you, It will be as if you graduated though you didn't & vice-versa in case I decided to disobey. So, I then filled out a resume and I have been receiving job offers that will train me in the same field I am going to college. I just praise Praise The Spotless Lamb of God, Hallelujah . Thank you Lord for being my Jehovah-Jire(lord god my provider) . So it is possible for God to pull you out of everything. Start one chapter a time reading the bible a day, and eventually you will have a love for God by breaking the spirit that keeps you from reading. You are not meant to learn from a pastor , he is to put you to pasture to feed on the right words of God. You must take innitiative. I was a very sinful man who would always party, and this reading plan is how I found God ,a relationship with Jesus(who is one with the father) , the gift to pray in spirit, and I got to meet Jesus personally. I couldn't of made up that his face was a countenance of pure light by his saying"I am the truth,the way,the life,and the light." So that's my testimony may it destroy the works of the devil in as many people who read this as possible.
Sincerely,
A born-again man who once judged christian's in ignorance
P.S-I was so wrong. Now thru Jesus that I finally found Jesus to be real and could love an ex-druggie. Now I am so glad that I am one of these persons. It would of helped me deny the sins that have kept me from success. Especially since the Lord accepts me in my sin. I thought you could never sin. This is whats hurting beliec