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It's normal to be curious, and we women definitely have more fun with clothes than guys. It's when you start changing in your mind or are dissatisfied with your sex that you need to reevaluate. At 19 one would think you would have worked through all this, but since you haven't just go by the rule that if something is doubtful according to the Bible... just don't do it.
Honestly though, women's clothing feels really really good on the skin compared to men's clothing. Most men don't know this because they wouldn't dare try it. Don't ask me how I know lol. Just know that I am 100% straight and always have been. I even hate just walking into the locker room at the gym.
It might be that God wants you to know how good the clothes look and feel, so that you will learn something about the opposite sex. I don't know what. Maybe so you can understand why women like to model to themselves, or dress their best, or feel sexy in a different way, who knows. But I don't think trying them on in private breaks the rule for men to not wear women's clothes. You're not really going out in drag, or making a 24/7 lifestyle in private.
My guess would be to figure out what it is about a woman's perspective that you might be being taught, chalk it up as a win, and then you probably won't care about trying them on anymore. I quite frankly, would ask for revelation and protection from temptation to make it something consuming.
I don't think it makes you gay. But I do believe that if it becomes too much of an obsession, it will possibly escalate into something more questionable maybe even that you convince yourself that you are gay when you are not, or decide to "give it a try".
On the opposite side of the spectrum, it might be that suddenly in the mirror, you just cringe and say to yourself, "dude, I am definately not gay, glad that's over with lol"
Based on Deuteronomy 22:5 crossdressing could indeed be considered a 'sin.' However, it doesn't mean you're gay just because you want to try on your sister's and mum's clothing. Technically only being attracted to the same sex makes you gay.