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No Bible!!!! NO Church!!!!! No Fellowship
JUST GOD AND ME
A True modern day miracle just when real truth seemed lost
A simple thought turned to a greater cause review
1. I had begun to hear the truth of the fallen 2/3 angels existence and works on earth. (how I knew I believe to be divine but I just knew)
2. I heard them in song to music that was pleasing to my ear = for me and was Spiritual in nature I believe
.3. I have not listened for them since the message. Can see no purpose to let them try there deception on me. = do not wish to taint what is pure
Result from knowing of their pleas
1. Had to revisit what I knew of truth
2. Became to know that truth gets complicated when you complicate it with questions of what is right or wrong or to much clarification of truth (truth on truth)
3. When I really gave this thought it became clear I was not going to be able to know for certain of anything
Look for the reason in self of failure to see truth
1. Knew that the more I told the truth the least understood I was
2. Got honest with self and said OK it must be a flaw in me because everyone else seems so clear and I am clueless to the point of inability to function with any positive results entire life
Things I had to do to get inner peace
1. I have to be true to myself to be free of resentment
2. I lack the ability to be successful because the more I get truthful with others the less I am understood
3. Decided that I was flawed beyond repair
4. Had no problem understanding the pain that I was causing others through my selfish lifestyle
My religious roots review
1. Brought up in a Mormon family with a working knowledge of god and his basic teachings.
2. Knew to purify body and to purify soul was a recommended for salvation
3. I knew that if you could not do this you must let God do it for you
4. Mormons teaching had been good and I know they save souls
5. Tried again with Seventh Day Adventist
6. Found there teachings to closely parallel with what I knew of salvation requirements.
7. it almost worked I was with fire for spirit and had a better understanding of revelations
8. Have been baptized with full submersion
. Why did the teachings fail for me?
1. I could not in truth purify body without resentment (to selfish for it)
2. I could not understand why I had to give up what brought me happiness
3. For me to ask god to remove the things I needed for salvation was nothing more than a form of slavery which made people little more than a robot to his will
4. In short I was just too selfish and undisciplined to do it. It is the way I have always been the way I still am I have to want to or I won’t do it for any reason unless I see greater good then I will willingly
Things that kept me from church
1. I would walk in to a room full of people I did not like. (Means I was feeling the people around me were nothing like me)
2. They would cast my way big smiles and white teeth with words full of misleading nicety (Did not believe they liked me either and only wanted me to be like them a mirror reflection of themselves)
3. I would see the people of faith in bars and red light districts doing the things of the night and proclaiming their good to the church (Hippocratic)
4. I knew I could not profess such lies and have any peace of mind and knew to out them would only bring denial (truth) hmm truth here Houston we have a problem!
2
The Decision
1. I would have to do my best to make sure my actions did not harm others
2. I find greed to be the root of all evil/sin
3 I knew I lacked the power to rid myself of what happiness I knew. So I decided to use moderation instead of absolution
4. If there was a god then he had made me just like I was. That in its self would serve his plan in some way.
5. Peace cannot exist with Greed it is not possible.
6. If I were in fact the nature of life that plagues men I must be destroyed.
7. I could see that this was just and right to me and I had decided
8. I believed my soul would be destroyed because I could not tell which was right with so much truth to choose from
9. I found peace in that decision. Knowing it to be for a greater good and knowing it to be true to myself
10. I would not ask for salvation it seemed to similar to indentured slavery to me. (Am I the only one that sees a red or blue pill scenario?)
11. I knew anything I was not being truthful with about myself to hide from others I could not hide from God if he existed
About one week goes by
1. I heard a plea from one of the fallen 2/3
2. I was proud that I had learned to hear them and sad I felt they were right to be angry
3. I revisited the decision I had made
4. I took peace once again knowing this was right
3
The next moment was salvation
I heard in my ear the voice announce "YOU HAVE CHOSEN". I was looking for a brake but it went on.
Your choice has been found just and right with purity of heart.
You have passed were Most will fail and you have been chosen. This was when the song of my salvation and my trials was made known to my ears. The angel sang of my trials how they were hard and difficult
Sang of the choice and how rare it was. Sang of being chosen and the gift that I was given and I was afforded the hearing of it twice because I was still in a bit of shock I think.
I was thinking after the song wow and then decided this had been on the radio but man what a beautiful thought I sure would like to be able to get that. Yes my friends Denial
Roughly two months later
Once again I heard the song of a pleading fallen angel. I was still pretty happy. Somehow I had learned to know what it was. That triggered thoughts of the salvation song.
I decided to call it that
Hearing the plea of a fallen angel seems to be a bit of a trigger in thought for me is now direct line. Maybe always was kind of think is that way for all.
The thought was You know you have to admit this would all be easier for me if I had some sort of I chose words carefully ( I think my subconscious knew I was already talking with God)
You know some sort of modern man or person from our time. Like in the older days to let us know you are still around. In less than a instance I heard Gods voice in my ears loud clear and no room for a misunderstanding of any kind
“I am alive and I do care and that is your message" I then saw red print flash before my eyes and God then added almost a signature phrase to my ears " Spread the word"
Now what?
I know what such things can mean.
I have what I know of God mostly pure in thought and free from deception.
I have figured out the human ear is so tuned in to needing the deceit for things to ring true. The mind plants its own form of deception and they say that is what you are hiding, or can’t see. Test it out you will find same
Weak faith irks me. Little things like a prayer together add strength to the prayer or something. Just the thought is heard. I am absolute in the Knowing of Gods existence this for me is not a trial of faith.
I get easily angry with the churches they are lazy and complacent.
JUST GOD AND ME
A True modern day miracle just when real truth seemed lost
A simple thought turned to a greater cause review
1. I had begun to hear the truth of the fallen 2/3 angels existence and works on earth. (how I knew I believe to be divine but I just knew)
2. I heard them in song to music that was pleasing to my ear = for me and was Spiritual in nature I believe
.3. I have not listened for them since the message. Can see no purpose to let them try there deception on me. = do not wish to taint what is pure
Result from knowing of their pleas
1. Had to revisit what I knew of truth
2. Became to know that truth gets complicated when you complicate it with questions of what is right or wrong or to much clarification of truth (truth on truth)
3. When I really gave this thought it became clear I was not going to be able to know for certain of anything
Look for the reason in self of failure to see truth
1. Knew that the more I told the truth the least understood I was
2. Got honest with self and said OK it must be a flaw in me because everyone else seems so clear and I am clueless to the point of inability to function with any positive results entire life
Things I had to do to get inner peace
1. I have to be true to myself to be free of resentment
2. I lack the ability to be successful because the more I get truthful with others the less I am understood
3. Decided that I was flawed beyond repair
4. Had no problem understanding the pain that I was causing others through my selfish lifestyle
My religious roots review
1. Brought up in a Mormon family with a working knowledge of god and his basic teachings.
2. Knew to purify body and to purify soul was a recommended for salvation
3. I knew that if you could not do this you must let God do it for you
4. Mormons teaching had been good and I know they save souls
5. Tried again with Seventh Day Adventist
6. Found there teachings to closely parallel with what I knew of salvation requirements.
7. it almost worked I was with fire for spirit and had a better understanding of revelations
8. Have been baptized with full submersion
. Why did the teachings fail for me?
1. I could not in truth purify body without resentment (to selfish for it)
2. I could not understand why I had to give up what brought me happiness
3. For me to ask god to remove the things I needed for salvation was nothing more than a form of slavery which made people little more than a robot to his will
4. In short I was just too selfish and undisciplined to do it. It is the way I have always been the way I still am I have to want to or I won’t do it for any reason unless I see greater good then I will willingly
Things that kept me from church
1. I would walk in to a room full of people I did not like. (Means I was feeling the people around me were nothing like me)
2. They would cast my way big smiles and white teeth with words full of misleading nicety (Did not believe they liked me either and only wanted me to be like them a mirror reflection of themselves)
3. I would see the people of faith in bars and red light districts doing the things of the night and proclaiming their good to the church (Hippocratic)
4. I knew I could not profess such lies and have any peace of mind and knew to out them would only bring denial (truth) hmm truth here Houston we have a problem!
2
The Decision
1. I would have to do my best to make sure my actions did not harm others
2. I find greed to be the root of all evil/sin
3 I knew I lacked the power to rid myself of what happiness I knew. So I decided to use moderation instead of absolution
4. If there was a god then he had made me just like I was. That in its self would serve his plan in some way.
5. Peace cannot exist with Greed it is not possible.
6. If I were in fact the nature of life that plagues men I must be destroyed.
7. I could see that this was just and right to me and I had decided
8. I believed my soul would be destroyed because I could not tell which was right with so much truth to choose from
9. I found peace in that decision. Knowing it to be for a greater good and knowing it to be true to myself
10. I would not ask for salvation it seemed to similar to indentured slavery to me. (Am I the only one that sees a red or blue pill scenario?)
11. I knew anything I was not being truthful with about myself to hide from others I could not hide from God if he existed
About one week goes by
1. I heard a plea from one of the fallen 2/3
2. I was proud that I had learned to hear them and sad I felt they were right to be angry
3. I revisited the decision I had made
4. I took peace once again knowing this was right
3
The next moment was salvation
I heard in my ear the voice announce "YOU HAVE CHOSEN". I was looking for a brake but it went on.
Your choice has been found just and right with purity of heart.
You have passed were Most will fail and you have been chosen. This was when the song of my salvation and my trials was made known to my ears. The angel sang of my trials how they were hard and difficult
Sang of the choice and how rare it was. Sang of being chosen and the gift that I was given and I was afforded the hearing of it twice because I was still in a bit of shock I think.
I was thinking after the song wow and then decided this had been on the radio but man what a beautiful thought I sure would like to be able to get that. Yes my friends Denial
Roughly two months later
Once again I heard the song of a pleading fallen angel. I was still pretty happy. Somehow I had learned to know what it was. That triggered thoughts of the salvation song.
I decided to call it that
Hearing the plea of a fallen angel seems to be a bit of a trigger in thought for me is now direct line. Maybe always was kind of think is that way for all.
The thought was You know you have to admit this would all be easier for me if I had some sort of I chose words carefully ( I think my subconscious knew I was already talking with God)
You know some sort of modern man or person from our time. Like in the older days to let us know you are still around. In less than a instance I heard Gods voice in my ears loud clear and no room for a misunderstanding of any kind
“I am alive and I do care and that is your message" I then saw red print flash before my eyes and God then added almost a signature phrase to my ears " Spread the word"
Now what?
I know what such things can mean.
I have what I know of God mostly pure in thought and free from deception.
I have figured out the human ear is so tuned in to needing the deceit for things to ring true. The mind plants its own form of deception and they say that is what you are hiding, or can’t see. Test it out you will find same
Weak faith irks me. Little things like a prayer together add strength to the prayer or something. Just the thought is heard. I am absolute in the Knowing of Gods existence this for me is not a trial of faith.
I get easily angry with the churches they are lazy and complacent.
